Sunday, April 29, 2007
#56 Sunday
Sundays.... usual routine is wake up, go to church, have lunch go home and do work or sleep.... this was how usual my Sundays were.
until i realized what my feelings for him were...
from then on, everyday just seems like a dream to me (except the going to school bit). Time seems to pass me by really quickly. Everytime i chat to him i feel so happy with myself.not only do i feel loved by him, i feel myself love me more. i just smile so much more. somehow i feel that this perhaps has changed me. no more wanting to do stupid things to myself. everyday i long to talk to him. everyday i think of him. he's my motivation for me to get through my studies.
though i am still my crazy, psychotic, antisocial, lazy-bum self, i just feel so much better.. i feel like i've got sort of a future. A future of fun, happiness and love. Life's much better now.
Sunset has a new meaning for me..
from now on, when i look at a sunset, it'll be a beautiful reminder of the beautiful day to come tomorrow.
until i realized what my feelings for him were...
from then on, everyday just seems like a dream to me (except the going to school bit). Time seems to pass me by really quickly. Everytime i chat to him i feel so happy with myself.not only do i feel loved by him, i feel myself love me more. i just smile so much more. somehow i feel that this perhaps has changed me. no more wanting to do stupid things to myself. everyday i long to talk to him. everyday i think of him. he's my motivation for me to get through my studies.
though i am still my crazy, psychotic, antisocial, lazy-bum self, i just feel so much better.. i feel like i've got sort of a future. A future of fun, happiness and love. Life's much better now.
Sunset has a new meaning for me..
from now on, when i look at a sunset, it'll be a beautiful reminder of the beautiful day to come tomorrow.