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#143 GOODBYE

2008-01-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

Goodbye dear blog.

you have been great at letting others keep in touch with my life (my bitching more like) and allowing me to express myself (my bitching again)

its been a great 143 entries. =)

# 142 First post of the new year!

2008-01-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

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You're Aoi!!!The oldest member and guitarist for the band The Gazette!You're not afraid to put yourself out there, in front of the world for all to see. You like to flaunt yourself. You enjoy the attention. You're pretty hyper almost constantly and always have extra energy, even when your friends just want to roll over and go into a coma from exhaustion. You're a sweet and generally care-free person who loves what they do...Except when things go wrong... Especially things that YOU'RE doing. You're probably a bit of a perfectionist and get miffed when things go wrong. And you don't try to keep this a secret. You'll probably start yelling or throwing things.EVERYBODY DUCK!!!You're Aoi, guitarist for The Gazette.
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#141 Operating Room

2007-11-30T18:27:00.000+08:00

Whee..

i just ended my 4 day OR prac at fremantle hospital.

i must say.

it was FUN FUN FUN!!

except for recovery room where it was pretty boring.

anyway.

i wish it didnt end.

#140 @#(@#(*$&

2007-11-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

ahhhh fuckdammit i really need to dig a hole and hide in it.

#139 PICTURES!!!

2007-11-23T09:47:00.000+08:00

These were taken on WEDNESDAY.

@ Poppo (Korean-Japanese restaurant)

Check out the cleavage!!

@#(*$&#(@*&$

BOREDOM

I look retarded

#138 Mummy's moonbaki performance

2007-11-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

Nothing about the performance, but all about me and the and parents.

mostly me.

daddy and me!

Daddy singing to the songs

The retard with wonky eyebrows

Daddy and his princess

me and mummy

can you see the resemblance?

anyway.

im beginning to believe more and more.

that i AM abso-FUCKING-lutely RETARDED

i cant even recognize myself in my pictures anymore..

its just like,

'who the hell is that in that pic??'

when i bloody hell know that its me.

#137 $#(%*&

2007-11-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

oh my frigging gawd its the holidays already.

and i dont fucking feel it.

maybe its cos of the brooding sense of FAILING my 2 freaking exam papers.

rite. whatever.

work is not exactly helping me as well.

ahh yes... and i just remembered that i still have 4 DAYS of prac to go.

shall i just crawl into a little hole, curl up and die

#136 Gazette - Saraba

2007-11-17T12:28:00.001+08:00

A city during peace, today is also perfect Japanese weather.
Black airplane smoke, and the endless sounds of the air-raids.
Is Japan's peace over with this?
The radio and tv show all the victims of foreign countries
Next is myself and a journalist who wouldn't talk
The hypocrite who changed into a different person,
Decidedly said "war can't be helped".
No matter how much the anti-war voices sound they don't reach him Tell me, why do humans fight each other, when we're all the same?

Peace always spoils people, so modern Japan has gone crazy
The government, police, schools, and families are all hurting each other
Stop fooling around, please stop it, at this rate Japan will rot away

Once long ago, people died for the country without any regrets Those of you living now, remember that someday

Farewell those who have fallen for the country Farewell those who have loved Japan
At this rate, surely no one will change Japan The sun's circle will one day sink thats why
I will sing.

AN ANTI WAR SONG I will sing all together.
Until the day that this world overflows with smiles
AN ANTI WAR SONG Sound this world.
So that no one hurts each other any more
AN ANTI WAR SONG I will sing all together.
And for those who sacrificed their bodies too
AN ANTI WAR SONG Sound this world.
Until the day the world overflows with happiness and smiles

Farewell. Those who have thrown away their lives to protect this country, to protect Japan.
I take pride at being born in that same Japan.
You have taught me with your bodies,
War's meaninglessness, sadness, pain, and death.
I won't forget it for my entire life.
Thank you. Farewell, those who have become the wind.
I will protect the sun's circle.
Farewell,,,

#135 Gazette Cassis

2007-11-17T12:27:00.001+08:00

Repeatedly as always, I only caused you grief as always
I must have even hurt you too. I remain unable to move
Why does your pain touch me so?

Surely it's because I was afraid of repeating history and losing you

We wiped away unforgettable days by nestling close together
You held my hand without any questions

Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged

Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are...

Along with the painful things - almost to the point of forgetting -
I'm thinking of you
The more I count the nights on which we don't meet,
Anxiety grows in my chest

Collecting different types of loneliness; please don't cry alone
No matter how far apart we are, let's go on believing in each other

I want to remain smiling like this somehow
Without hurting you
Those emotions that had faded away with time,
I don't want to feel them again

Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged

Please have eyes only for me

Please don't let go of my hand

I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are...

#134 RAHHHH

2007-11-08T11:33:00.000+08:00

I was in the midst of studying

until i decided to go look for some gazette pics

then i came across a girl's livejournal and her accounts of a gazette concert.

and now im pretty worked up cos gazette either tours europe or just japan!!!!!

how ($#*&%(@*#&$(#@ is that.

grrrrr......

next year im going to save up shit LOADS and go to at least one of their concerts.

i dont care if i go alone. though my parents will most likely murder me.

but.....

#&$*%(# !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#133 Side effects of studying

2007-11-05T12:24:00.001+08:00

Here is my little list of side effects from studying.

1. Damaged fingers (last 2 digits) and Thumb (from all the writing)
2. Elbow joint pain (from writing)
3. Lower back pain (from writing)
4. Screwed up eyesight (from writing)
5. Headache (from information overload)
6. Sore arse (from sitting)

this is why i absolutely LOVE studying....

NOT.

#132 WHEEEE

2007-11-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

It is 2 days since my Prac ended.

i must say.

I LOVE IT!!!!!

Well on fri after prac we (rest of my group) went for a drink at a pub. then i was informed that one of my patients is a suspect in a criminal case. LOL but the police missed him cos he was discharged.

anyway after the pub i went to EMPIRE TOYS to see if there was anything interesting. there, i found my star wars clone trooper bobble head figurine, which i obviously bought. and i was informed that theres a cosplay convention on the 15-16th of december!!

too bad someone not here to go with me. BUT hopefully sheila wont mind if i bring her there. LOL

anyway, today is sunday and i have absolutely no priorities, as instead of studying, here i am surfing friendster, taking a million retarded pics of myself, resizing and uploading into friendster and blogger.

#131 GAZETTE!

2007-10-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

Weeeeooooeeeeooooo

there has been a change in this girl in the past few weeks.

my new fav JROCK band is Gazette! wheeee..

rite not like that means anything. haha.

well, i have been on prac at royal perth hospital in the plastics/burns/ENT ward and i must say, i am absolutely LOVING IT!

hell yea...

If im not doing surgical nursing, i think i wanna specialize in BURNS, with all the wounds and stuff. No doubt motor vehicle accident wounds are gruesome, i love it. just looking at the wound getting better and nice and pinkish is just joy, especially after spending 2 hours dressing it the previous day and every other day.

LOVE IT!!!!

though im extremely shit tired now.

I must say though... i dont get why all the testosterone filled people love to speed around in their cars at dangerously high speeds.

seriously..

motor vehicle wounds..

not pretty.

#130 Golden Haired bunny

2007-10-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

its FRIDAY!
just completed my last bioscience computer test.
got 78.6%!
not too bad....
so, since tonggeng and i couldnt study anymore, we went out!
met tonggeng's ex for lunch then headed off to subi for some walk walk.
at the markets i saw BUNNY EARS! which me and vincent (tonggeng's ex) bought.
so tonggeng and i ended up walking around the streets with bunny ears.

best part was that it was us 2 girls with bunny ears and 1 guy. and it looked as if vincent was a pimp. lol
well we noticed that it was the old men that made comments. one walked out of his shop and went 'HI BUNNIES!'
quite fun though... can see the drivers in their cars looking oso.

saw a lamborghini! wheeoooeeooo

anyway, ive recently had a full head hair color change.

from this:
to this:

to this:

the result of leaving on hair highlighting dye on for too long

lol. oh well. mum didnt really like it but didnt make too much of a fuss.

next color: RED

#129 Asia Cocktail 2007 @ MetroCity

2007-10-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

on Fri, my bro, his 2 friends, and I went for the asia cocktail at metros.

i must say.

THE MUSIC WAS BAD..where the hell was sexy back man..

time to upload the pictures.

Amelia and ME

Me & Bro

Amelia & me again

Clara, Bro, Amelia (while they were dancing)

Me trying to pout but obviously am unsuccessful

Me & Bro (why does he look so dreamy)

Amelia and Me

While waiting for our drinks

some stoopid performances that stopped the music

Bro and Clara

me and bro while on dance floor

pole dancer

More performances

Clara and Amelia

anyway the drinks were hell expensive. 10 shots of tequila cost us $80.

then we had some more tequila, some JD (that made bro and clara whacked), Midori Illusion and some other really nice brown colored drink.

rite.

niway i drank too much. like really really over my limit. i couldnt even balance myself properly.

and since we were right at the front of the dance floor, there were some barriers (separate floor and stage) and i just used that to balance myself while dancing.

then went to eat some food at Billy Lee's at which point Clara and I had to go to the bathroom to P.U.K.E.

an absolutely NOT splendid feeling.

so never ever going to get drunk EVER again. yucky feeling.

after math of asia cocktail? Sore feet, sore toes, wonky tummy.

#128 Events of Friday and Sunday in pictures

2007-10-01T09:32:00.000+08:00

On Friday, daddy, Kayshing and I decided to take a walk around the city swan river section.
Forecast for the day was FINE but yea... in the morning it wasn't fine at all.

took us around 10mins under 3 hours to finish walking. when first arriving and driving towards the carpark, i spied 2 swans in a small little drain thingy, away from the man made pond and from the river. so after daddy parked the car, i decided to take some pics of 2 stupid swans in a drain.

however, as i got closer, i realised why they were in that drain.
CYGNETS! 6 of them. super cute sia. haha

And then after walking, KS and I decided to go to harbour town to do some shopping. i wanted to get a pair of converse shoes but when i got there, nothing attracted me so we left without buying anything.

but of course, first place we went to after our walk was to the jap store.

After having our lunch, we proceeded to walk around. both of us really didnt spend any money EXCEPT on food. haha.

we then went to gelare to eat waffle.

this one is KS's. mine was just a scoop of icecream on a waffle. didnt look as nice without the cream so didnt take a pic of it.

My flavor of the day? RUM & RAISIN!

well, my flavor of the day nearly everyday IS rum&raisin anyway.

**********

SUNDAY! there was this bric a brac event at our church. aka junk sale aka garage sale. BUT all for the church. and seriously, some of the items given to us to sell were of really really bad quality. like tupperwares WITHOUT covers. what the heck. i did see a little eeyore toy but it was gone after the sale. sobs. it was those really nice eeyore toys, not like those retarded ones that make eeyore look just really retarded. but yea.

**********

Well, now to other things. Ive been worrying about my professional practice issues (PPI) essay ever since i handed it in. the tutors have been saying that there were a few good ones and a few CRAP ones.

and well, i thought that i was in the CRAP pile. My tutor said that she would send emails out to those who failed but i didnt recieve any so i thought mayb she'll only send to those with plagerism. so yea... i emailed her asking to see her and collect my paper.

however, i checked my mail today and saw that she sent me an email, saying that i did quite well so i didnt have to see her.

BOO-YAHH!!! hahahahaha

#127 19th September 2007, a wednesday

2007-09-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

Things i did today.

0730: woke up
0915: went to school
1000: sat in class
1100: left class. called the 3 monkeys to find out what they're up to
1145: went to Garden City for lunch with the 3 monkeys and tonggeng.
1300: left for Regents Garden for Bully & Harrassment course
1430: sat around the staff room wondering what to do.
1535: reached Jeff's house. borrowed his bikes and started riding.
1740: Finished riding from Jeff's house to the swan river and back.
1800: reached home. watched simpsons
2030: sitting on my ass typing this.

DAMN i lead such a boring life. did i tell you that i finally bought the last harry potter book on sat? i finished it on mon. I must say. i dont like the fact that lupin and fred died. mad eye died a death that was not exciting. dobby died. thats good. haha. i didnt like him.

well i really should stop slacking and start studying.

wooooo i know what to do tomorrow. i'll ask daddy if he wants to go cycling with me. well provided i get to use my bro's bike thats too big for me but yea. haha.

well, at most i'll be on my face on the floor. haha.

#126 Friday, 14th September, 2007

2007-09-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

Wheee i have finished 2 out of 3 of my annoying essays!

wakakaka..

the past 2 weeks has been hell.

last week was the dreaded Professional Practice Issues essay.

This week is the horrible Behavorial Response to Illness group essay.

and plus, there was work.

and i really really REALLY dont want to do mornings anymore.

waking up early and getting my feet soggy aint my kinda thing.

i mean, if it was the holidays then i wont mind doing mornings. but i'll try to space out my morning shifts. but HELL.

I WANT MY 12HRS OF SLEEP!!!!

zZzZzZzZzZZZ

# 125 Work

2007-09-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

Well, I have just pulled another sickie without replacement.

rite. i think one more time and im going to get fired.

whatever.

I really cant wait for my life to fast forward to December 2007.

NO more last minute work for bloody Professional Practice Issues unit.

MUST PASS NEXT ESSAY! IF NOT DIE!!!!!!

#124 Blog update

2007-09-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

*Blog updated today at 2115 on the 5th of September 2007*

teeheehee=P

#123 EHM- emotionally high maintenance

2007-09-02T12:17:00.001+08:00

i was just reading an article on the Electric New Paper this morning, about how the Cost of loving has gone up.

and i came across this new acronym, EHM: emotionally high maintenance.

Whereby instead of being able to satisfy a girl with mainly material items, a the guy will have to satisfy her emotional needs while she provides for her material desires on her own.

and somehow i cant help but think that i AM an emotionally high maintenance type of person.

but then again... a gift once in awhile does help.

haha.

rite.

back to essay..

#122 Sick

2007-09-01T22:12:00.001+08:00

I am sick.

i get cranky, irritable and sensitive.

but sometimes giving people space to dwell in their own miseries is not the way to go.

what people need is attention, unless specifically told to stay away.

but then again, if a girl tells you to stay away, it just might not necessarily mean that she REALLY wants you to stay away.

but instead, she wants you to persist in asking to see if she's alright to show that you're genuinely interested to know what she's feeling. (until the point she tells you to scram then scram)

#121 Weeooooeeeoooooo

2007-08-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

YAY! sheila managed to take leave during dec! yay... now can go holiday le. haha best part is that MAYBE lubin might be coming along. only he has to go back earlier.

and best part is that my parents *especially my mum* knows about it too!! wheeheehee

lubin, prepare for intense interrogation. hahaha

time to find locations to visit. im thinking, maybe 1st day have a rest and view the city, then 2 days somewhere else (maybe south - provided you guys trust my driving), then lubin goes back to sing, then mayb sheila and i follow my parents around to wherever.

cool!!

cant wait to start planning.

hahahahahahahahaha

YIPPIEEE!!!!!

#120 la la la

2007-08-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

First and foremost...

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY CASS!

haha.

on Thursday, mummy and daddy and i went to Hyatt again.

*my mum is really taking advantage of this sia... eat halfway and then suggested going sheraton hotel next time*

anyway, here are some pictures.

*mystify*

pictures pictures

All the yummy foodies

The limos parked outside the hotel
*the drivers were sitting in the cafe JUST inside and
were watching us take pics through the glass. lol*

The SPLENDID decoration.
its made out of chocolate!
and is edible!

Today had some 'orientation' presentation thingy at Regents Gardens (my work place)
Boring sia... but oh well... its compulsory. and we had free lunch. and we're being paid for it.

at 2.30pm, Robbyn, Sarah and I left to go to school for class.

and what a fun time we had there.

we were practically nuts.

firstly, when we went to our 'bed', robbyn was just sitting quietly on it.

and then came THE SMELL...

and immediately i started fanning with my book. Jeff and Sarah who were standing nearby took about 1 sec to understand before they also started fanning crazily.

then we were laughing like a bunch of mad cows cos i asked Robbyn if he farted and he went 'shhhhh...'

haha then i had to act like a crazy old lady which went pretty well. haha i was laughing my head off cos seriously, with the three monkeys sharing the same bed, it is just IMPOSSIBLE to not listen to their nonsense and NOT laugh. haha

had a great time. wheeeee~

next week is holiday! 1 wk off. but i have to do my stupid Bioscience test and start my bloody essays.

and im so not happy about my $600+ pay for the last 2 wks. SOBS! oh well im meant to study, not bloody work. LOL

I love my darling!

30 minutes of heaven for the past 2 days.

*big smile*

#119 i just love myself

2007-08-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

Hellos everyone...

here i am with more pics of myself and loopy.

i cant help it.

i love myself.

The furball

The act cute bue cute (ACBC)

Top Row: Sarah and me & Bavani and me
Bottom row: Sarah and her bf & the three monkeys

#118 Shopping Spree!

2007-08-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

Whee... went shopping with Sarah today. first time shopping with her.

and it was super!

as usual i spent money.. i bought 2 pairs of jeans, 3 shirts, 1 pair of shoes, 1 leg warmer, 1 pair of socks, and 1 pillow.

lol

here's some pics of one of the shirts that i bought. and my $10 shoe from pumpkin patch!

and I LIKE IT. haha

LOL anyway im just a bored little girl who has nothing else to do but take TONS of pictures of herself and post it on her friendster and blog. LOL

#117 Injections

2007-08-10T20:19:00.001+08:00

Heck i sure DO love my injections.

i offered to be stabbed 3 times and stabbing only once.

aka 2 stabbed without getting stabbed back, and Sarah and I stabbed each other at the end of the class.

the tutor was amazed that i loved injections. LOL

oh well my skin is a bleeder, bleeding at the first and last stabs.

the 2nd injection was done quite well so not much blood came out. lol

i love my injections and my saline. haha

i love my stinkieboo

#116 National Day Parade!!

2007-08-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

wheee i actually watched N.D.P that was broadcast over the webbie.

my bro will kill me cos the internet usage will be so bloody high now.

highlights of the parade.

LAMBORGHINI!!!!!

spoilt by a monkey with white hair and black & plucked eyebrows shaking his bonbon to the song he was singing.

LOL

but yea it was good... bloody made me miss Singapore a super SHIT WHOLE LOT.

haiz..

7 more years...

oh wait...

if plus graduate cert...

8 more years...

8 more years to go.

eh... why the president didnt sing the national anthem arhh.. lol LeeKuanYew look damn cute wearing the animal hat thingy. haha

haiz.. when can i go back..

#115 yay school's back... how exciting......

2007-08-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

This week is the first week of school.

number of lectures missed: 1
number of tutorials missed: 0

anyway i doubt that i'll be skipping lectures from now on. cos these time round, they seem super important. cant just live on printing notes from the internet anymore.

oh yea... i fainted while at school. had to be put on drip.

i hurt my little finger as well in the process.

must be cause of working and going to school.... like this week ive got school on 5 days and the only day i didnt work was on wednesday. im overworking...

the pic of the IV 'bung'

maybe cos of the food i ate last nite. haha.

well im doing some professional practice issues in nursing and SERIOUSLY. thats one helloffa difficult subject. why? theres 2 written assignments, and basically a heck load of reading. not to mention about nursing bioscience, in which every week theres some sort of presentation or quiz.

i mean, seriously. this is the first time where ive had a meeting on the FIRST week of semester. never ever in my life hey... meeting on first week.

rahhhhhh im so tired.

but ive been having fun at Labs so far... on wednesday we were taught on how to give subcut and intramuscular injections.

first, we watched the tutor calculate the drug, go through the rights, and give the injections.

then we were told to do 3 injections on the dummies they had out for us. 1 insulin, 1 heparin, and 1 morphine. (these are all fake)

and then, for our fourth injections, we got to try injecting one another. under total supervision of the tutor of course. and it was just saline.

finally... my favorite part of nursing has come. and i was a little bit nervous before i gave the injection. but yea... it was not to bad. haha

and for today's Lab, we learnt how to fix up IV drips. which was how i got the IV bung.

and NO, i didnt faint. *my attempt of being stupid and faking people*

i did freak mummy out abit with it. i told her i fainted in school. (i was out in the city with my parents) then i told her i wanted to go to the toilet. and even after i told her it was fake, she was asking if i wanted company to the toilet in case anything happened. haha. well it was mean of me but sweet of her to ask if i wanted company. haha.

well yea i was wearing that thing on my hand while i was out having dinner with my parents in the city. and then i came home and took a picture of it.

anyway.... nothing else much with my life.

except that I MISS YOU!! havent been able to have nice LONG chats on msn recently. it's either you're working or im working or we're out doing something.

Thank God for mobile phones.

#114 Work

2007-07-28T14:48:00.000+08:00

Last wed i was working a night shift.

and at work, there is a guy called L (cant put full name due to privacy rights etc). he usually talks and mumbles and laughs to himself.

then i learnt from one of my friends who said that another senior carer said that L is talking to his brother. (L is either hallucinating or can see his bro's ghost).

anyway, on wed i went into his room to feed him his dinner.

the minute i entered, he just started laughing and laughing.

so i proceeded to feed him.

and in between each spoon full, he'll mumble something

until this part.

L: " *mumble mumble* yea she's a new one. *mumble mumble* stop touching her. "

like hokay....

then he starts laughing hysterically.

when i looked at him, he was either looking somewhere on my face or looking above my head cos our eyes weren't meeting.

and as i proceeded to leave the room, he went

" leave the girl alone"

hokay... quickly walk out of the room.

even when i went to get him ready for bed he said 'leave her alone' again.

but yea.... lets just hope he's hallucinating.

#113

2007-07-25T12:51:00.000+08:00

-Start of post-

Bro is playing PS2 in the living room and i was sitting there watching him.

Dad walks into the kitchen.

Dad: 'Something smells arhh'

Bro and Me (simultaneously): ' You lorh'

-End of post-

#112

2007-07-24T19:23:00.000+08:00

i hate it whenever i get over tired at work.

cos then when i go home to sleep, i never get a good rest.

why?

cos im bloody dreaming about work. again.

anyway i havent been bothered to catch up with harry potter's new movie or book.

well, book will wait. i'll wait till the restock then i'll go get it.

but i already know that harry potter lives so mayb i'll be cheap and borrow it from the library in 2 yrs time. LOL

anyway i realise that my gym is still charging me fees even though my contract has expired. so i'll have to go check it out tomorrow.they so clever. only call me twice and never bother to call me again. SO damned clever.

school term's starting again.. whee so NOT looking forward to it.

#111 Pictures Galore...Deja vu for some. LOL

2007-07-19T10:19:00.001+08:00

Friday the 13th, 2007.
Mummy's Birthday

Daddy

Bro, Me and Mum.
Entrance of Burswood Casino

The picture of the door handlethat my bro broke..
infront of lots of people.
*even the bouncers at the back were laughing*

Mummy and loopy.

Mummy and Daddy

Pictures i took before going out to celebrate mummy's bday.

Collages Galore

Loopy

Me

More me

Me again

Deja Vu anyone?

#110 Quick account of my Life so far

2007-07-11T19:27:00.000+08:00

1. Been paid for first two weeks of work. HAPPY~!
2. I realise im happy with my job. even though residents like to fart in your face.
3. Results are out!
4. I got a nokia E65 for $5 bucks per month
5. My nokia N70 just became cheaper by $150

Nothing else to add. ive led a boring life. well, going out next monday and tuesday with Kayshing. Lots of pictures coming! =P i think. lol

#109 Just a few pics i took while grocery shopping

2007-07-05T19:32:00.000+08:00

which part of $24.98 per kg is LOW PRICE

Fantastic phonics.

#108 Just something i saw on milo's blog and decided to do for myself as well. LOL

2007-07-02T21:54:00.001+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

#107 Mad cow disease

2007-06-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

I really think i should just check myself into a mental assylum. LOL

#106 Hand Washing

2007-06-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

Seriously, i dont see whats the problem with healthcare people not washing their hands.

like doctors and nurses they dont really do the dirty stuff so they do have to make it a point to wash their hands.

but when you're a carer, or 'Assistant in Nursing', i really dont see WHY people dont wash their hands.

like after toileting the resident etc.. why wont you wash your hands?

hell i was washing my hands like a mad ass today.

washing with super lots of soap, then the alcohol thingy that evaporates on your hands, then washing again.

like its not just cross contamination from resident to resident. its cross contamination from resident to yourself!

hell i need to buy some dettol alcohol thingy soon. to use at work. not until i smell the pine smell, will i think my hands are sanitized. LOL

on the other hand.....

handcream...
wheres my handcream....
hands dissolving...

#105 My life this past week

2007-06-29T12:54:00.001+08:00

At church

Round faced me

Mushroom and Bacon Quiche
Tastes SUPER yummy

Desktop Bunny

Top Row: Loopy eating and being cute at the curtains
Bottom Row: The HOLE that loopy made under
the couch.. its the size of my mum's hand!!

#104 Hello~

2007-06-21T11:14:00.000+08:00

yes yes its been a long time since i blogged something other than friendster questions.

Monday:
sat for Research Foundations in Nursing. Last paper. Happy~!
after the paper, gave Kor a call and found out that he and Amelia were going to visit the chocolate factory at Swan Valley so decided to tag along with them since i had nothing else better to do.
here's the chocolate that we bought.

Milk coffee mocha, cookies and cream,
dark choc and chilli choc!

Yes, chilli choc. 70% infact. LOL
i havent tried it yet. haha

Tuesday:
Morning. went fishing with daddy. caught a total of 9 edible fish. cos i caught this other weird fish with a hard body TWICE and missed 3 other edible fish. LOL

The weird fish. body was HARD!
looks kinda cute though.
haha

Wednesday:
went to fetch Sarah to apply for job at Regents Garden, Bateman. BUT Jeff and Robbyn beat us in reaching there, which resulted in Mary (Manager) telling us that they were full cos Jeff and Robbyn had applied already.

so off we went to Regents Garden, Booragoon. When we got there, guess who we saw walking there.. Jeff and Robbyn! lol well jeff didnt apply cos he felt it was too far away for him so Sarah, Robbyn and I applied. and we got the job! we even collected our uniforms. so now i'll just have to fill out the superannuation stuff and get my Police Clearance done.

here's 3 pictures i took of me in the uniform.

The flowery and absolutely grandma looking
shirt.
*I LOOK LIKE A MAID!!!!!*

Me being bored and posing stupidly

WATCH OUT FOR OLD MAID DENISE!
she's gonna get you!!!!!
haha

the uniform really makes me have this feeling that im going to be an Old Maid in the future. Old, cranky, single. hahahaha

went shopping as well. bought 2 knitted jackets, one from MNG that was $42, and another brandless one for $40. both really warm. and i bought a pair of fake Ugg boots. only $19! compared to the originals that are like $100++ but then this fake pair has super stiff soles so walking is abit difficult. haha but ITS WARM! thats all that matters. haha

#103 Questions again

2007-06-21T10:01:00.000+08:00

What time did you get up in the morning? - 920am
First thoughts waking up? - oh no daddy's going to ask me to take a walk with him. sleep more sleep more!!
Do you shower daily? - hell yea. sometimes even twice. LOL but i wash my hair EVERYDAY
Do you believe in life on other planets? - yes i do actually. haha (i was always truly a geek)
Do you eat breakfast? - usually... other times i just have one cup of coffee
Do you prefer sleeping alone? - hmmmm never really slept with anyone else on a bed besides myself. i dont care anyway. haha
Do you smoke cigarettes? - socially (im a naughty girl) 1 stick only! but i should really stop. haha. i drink more! haha =P
Have you ever burnt your hair? - yeap! on a candle fire. burnt hair for the fun of it. haha
Do you sleep with a pillow? - i sleep with 2 pillows. but one's just resting against the wall. LOL
What were your habits as a child? - hmmmm.... chewing my toenails? annoying everyone else?
Do you want kids? - depends on WITH WHO. but basically kids after career and especially marriage. haha unless my "kid" is in the form of a 4 legged creature. LOL
Are you an only child? - nope. ive got a bigger brother and a little bunny brother
Do you like road trips? - i absolutely L.O.V.E them
Do you eat leftovers? - yea why not? especially if its nice. haha
Do you prefer being single, or in a relationship? - each side has its cons. but currently, im happy being unavailable. :)
Are you in a relationship now?- YEAP! very happy <3
What do you take when you have a headache? - non opioid drugs (paracetamol lah. haha)
Roughing it or luxury hotel? - really depends. well as long as theres a toilet and shower room and they're clean, im fine.
Beach or pool? - sunny sandy beach
Roses or daisies? - Lilies
Do you consider yourself conceited? - sometimes. i think. lol
Is your hair its original color? - yeap.. save for 2 random streaks
Do you wear makeup? - nope. its a pain in the ass
Do you believe in God? - yup. God helps those who help themselves. which still means i'll have to study my ass off for all my other exams. LOL =X
What food could you absolutely never give up? - SASHIMI! and baobaochar
What's your favorite cartoon? - Anime! SIMPSONS & FUTURAMA
What TV shows do you watch?- NCIS, House, Medium, Grey's, Bones (when are they bringing it back??!!)
Are you allergic to anything? - Nui Nai (milk) the resident bacteria in my intestines just love lactose a little bit TOO much.
Ever had your heart broken? - yeap many times.. till i became evil and broke his into a million pieces.
Who was the last person to hurt you? - Exbf
Who was the last person you hurt? - Exbf
Do you think love is real for young people? - NO. not mature enough. seriously.
Have you ever loved somebody who didn't love you? - Nope.
Black or white?- Black
Say your opinion, or keep it to yourself?- Drop BIG hints and wait till that person asks me. haha
The snow or the sun? - can i have both?
How long does it take you to get ready after you get out of bed? - well, basically, i DONT get ready after i get out of bed. LOL
Describe your type of guy/girl? - my type of guy.. one word. LUBIN
Do you really understand what love is? - as the priest says. First 6 months of 'love' is lust. only after those few month that TRUE LOVE emerges. LOL
How many pairs of jeans do you have? - 3 pairs.
Shower in the morning or night? - Morning, afternoon and night.
Favorite disney movie? - Pirates. haha i cant remember any other disney movies though.
Do you think you and your best friend will still be friends in 10 years?- girlfriends last longer. haha
Are you a good girlfriend/boyfriend? - that im not sure. ask the people ive been with. and they'll probably say no. cos im a dumper not a dumped. LOL well i hope im a good girlfriend now. haha will try my best. :)
Do you like being in a relationship? - currently, YES! even though we're so far apart.
Do you fall for people easily? - hmm. i dont know. never took notice. haha
Is it hard for you to open up to people?- Yep! im antisocial. haha
Do you watch what you eat? - Nope. but i really should though.
Is this true:
"an eye for an eye?" - nope. it'll be 'my one eye for your arms and legs.'
"All's fair in love and war"?- Nope. it depends on how you play it.
"True love never dies"? - YES! you just have to be assed enough to maintain it.
Mom or dad?- Both. though it tends to be one sided on certain days aka when in a fight or when they buy me something i want. LOL
How long have you known your best friend? - gfs you mean. longest was 7 years. since pri 5!
Do you have any secrets? - Yes i have one and im dying to tell. well when the time is right. hee
Do you use an umbrella? - nope. whats the point. just walk in the rain. cos the wind here is so bloody strong that it just turns the umbrella inside out in an instant.
Night or day? - night AND day. night for sleeping, day for playing.
Do you consider yourself 'nice'? - if i say YES im lying. haha

#102 Nursing Bioscience 243

2007-06-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

FINALLY...

its finally over..

phew....

most people finished after the 1 hour mark.

so did i.

it was do-able.

wonder about the rest of them.. Firuz also came out early and said that he found it quite alright.

but it was must easier than the mid sem exam. oh wells....

time to study for lifespan development!

#101 Questions! someone fill in the bottom half for me please! haha

2007-06-13T08:52:00.000+08:00

FOR GIRLS - About guys: Turned ON, OFF, or DRM(doesnt really matter):

Is taller than you: super ON
Is shorter than you: DRM i'll just keep laughing and teasing
Wears braces: DRM
Has blue eyes: DRM
Has hazel eyes: DRM
Drinks alcohol too much: OFF
Smokes: OFF
Plays sports: DRM
Smiles a lot: SUPER ON
Calls you just to say Hi: ON!!!
Compliments you: hell yea ON! haha im a greedy little girl (^-^)
Good dancer: As long as he's not standing there like a dumbass and not enjoying himself.
Wears jewelry: DRM
Has brown hair: DRM
Has Black hair: DRM
Has blonde hair: NO. no angmohs or bengs
Has red hair: NO. no angmohs or bengs for me
Makeup: HELL OFF. unless im the one who put in on for him. hahas
Can make you laugh at any given moment: he already does that. ON
Loyal: ON
Plays guitar: DRM
Plays drums: DRM
Sing: DRM
He's buff (muscles): hahahaaha it'll be a plus point but DRM (he's got boobs!!wheeeee)
He can draw: DRM
Easily jealous: hmmmm... off?
Doesn't eat meat: ERH he eats meat. haha DRM
Doesn't eat vegetable: DRM
Has a tattoo: NO. haha tattoos get boring after awhile. LOL
Has a lip ring: NO
Has tongue ring: hmmmm NO
Honest and open: yup ON
Goes to church: ON

FOR GUYS - About girls: Turned ON, OFF, or DC (don't care)

dresses like a grandma:
plays musical instrument:
is shorter than you:
same height as you:
is taller than you:
has green eyes:
blue eyes:
has brown eyes:
has long hair:
has med. hair:
has short hair:
drinks alcohol:
smokes cigs:
smokes weed:
wears glasses:
has blonde hair:
has brown hair:
red hair:
works out:
smiles:
calls you just to say hi:
creative:
compliments you:
shaves her legs:
wears jewelry:
has bigger feet than you:
has smaller feet than you:
smiles when you walk into the room:
belly piercings:
doesn't party:
likes to party:
laughs a lot:
pierced ears:
pierced anything else:
honest and open:

#100 ~wow~

2007-06-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

wheee...

100 entries of plain boringness and nothingness and lameness and constant whinging.

anyway, i guess lately i thought about an issue a little bit too much.

well im glad to say that it has been resolved. no more problems. cleared up the doubt in my mind.

now i can get back to fully concentrating on my studies!

4 more days to go!

#99 Finally....a sort of nice dream

2007-06-09T10:07:00.000+08:00

Slept at like 12am this morning... watched mean girls till 11.30pm then my brain was bugging me was nonsensical thinkings and yea.. finally i dozed off to sleep.

had quite a good rest. didnt wake up at all during the night..

dreamt that i went back to singapore for a holiday! woohoo!! but then my family was there with me and we were staying at my old house at kensington park. LOL

so i dreamt that i was supposed to meet nat at 11am but i got abit delayed and at 3pm i was trying to call her but she didnt pick up her phone... so fine let it go at that... then the next day tried to contact her. then she said that we could meet at night. by 10 pm that night i still tried contacting her but she was saying that she was busy and had to meet later.

and i vividly remember my dad, my bro, and i eating roasted chestnuts. LOL best part was, some of the chestnuts became dried figs. haha i think my brain must have forgotten what roasted chestnuts tasted like so the taste got replaced with figs.

anyway i remembered complaining about nat to my bro and then all of the sudden my bro changed into someone. and that someone was bringing me home and i was hugging and being lame with him etc.

and then i woke up at 9am. LOL

gorgeous 9 hour sleep. time to do my studies! since i slacked off the whole day yesterday.

here's another pic of loopy.

Was taken while he was walking towards the camera
looks like he's stalking something.
LOL

#98 Dreams

2007-06-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

Right... i have been having a series of super weird dreams lately.... Some dreams have been about me failing exams, me sitting for exams, me studying for exams.

then i had dreams about working in some hotel in m'sia that is 1.5hrs train ride away from aust.

yesterday, dreaming that Priests had fixed days to die.

today. dreaming that i was scolding at racists at a junk food restaurant.

today. dreaming that i was in some weird concert thingy whereby i had to sing something and i finally decided on singing real emotion by koda kumi. like wtf.... its japanese!! i dont know japanese!! (but i still love that song)

well, I had more than one weird dream this morning... but i cant remember them all.. and have been waking up multiple times cos im too cold, then im too hot, then i cant breathe cos nose is blocked, then it got cold, then waking up in between these dreams.

LOL

ahhhhh whatever...i whinge alot i know....

time to go back and read about stupid cardiovascular physiology and learning how to spell complicated words such as : sulphonylureas and biguanides and thiazolidinedones..... and theres a heck load more of other freaking generic names that i JUST love to read about.

#97 LOOPY

2007-06-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

Ive been taking pictures of loopy recently

here are the results..

:D

#96 Happy happy!!

2007-06-05T17:48:00.001+08:00

Today.

4pm. daddy came home from shopping. so helped him put the stuff away. after that, i went back into my room

4.30pm. daddy YELLS at me to go into the living room.

apparently, i got a package!!!!! WHEEEEEEEE

here are pictures of the contents. wheeheehee

The card (front)

The little voodoo wizard

The card (interior) + other little things
*click to enlarge and read what he wrote*
worx =D

haha... thanks for the card!! even though i still havent sat for my exams yet. haha =D

well the card and little voodoo wizard shall be my motivations to continue studying when i feel like slacking off. haha

anyway. took me about 1 hr to take the photos and decide which to put. Voodoo or metal beads. LOL.

this is the end result.

wheeeee im so happy~!!

I Love You!

heeeeeeeee

#95 WHEEEEEE

2007-06-04T10:19:00.001+08:00

well.... my life has been...

B.O.R.I.N.G

going to finish my last 2 chapters of Lifespan Development.

which means ive pretty much covered the whole book in 5 days!

not really nice...

haha

well gtg and start with studies....

cyaaaa

#94 Parent's 26th Wedding aniversary

2007-06-01T10:29:00.000+08:00

This year my dad didnt buy my mum a bouquet of flowers like he always does. but then again, my mum doesnt mind.. she'd rather get something she can grow.

well anyway we went to Hana's Bbq restaurant (i was searching yellow pages for nearly 1 hr just for their shop name, until i finally looked my parent's credit card statement from my last bday), which is basically buffet of korean bbq food. each head was $32.50. AND you can expect that me and my bro were quite happily eating until we were just so bloated up. haha

didnt take much photos though.. cos there was nothing much to take in the first place. haha anyway, ox tongue is super chewy yea.. its like rubbery... dunno how to eat that. LOL and i managed to make mummy all paranoid when she was eating a piece of ox tongue. told her to wonder if the ox had been licking its bum just before it was butchered etc. lol\

pieces of frozen meat (loved the fatty one)

some food cooking on the grill

some MORE food cooking on the grill

my dumbass brother who was acting drunk and
skulling wine much to my dad's and MY annoyance

The beautiful couple married for 26 years..
wheeeee without them there wont
be me! haha

anyway, here's the lucky last picture. which was the best.

My dad trying to kiss my mum on the cheeks with his
greasy lips (this was candid.. my mum was
talking. BUT thats the biggest smile ive
ever seen on her face. LOL)

Here's the last edition to the Kang family.
little BLUR and SUPER HORNY loopy kang.
hahahaha

#93 Questions once again.. 100 infact. LOL

2007-05-31T10:21:00.000+08:00

001. Real Name - Kang Yue Ling, Denise
002. Nickname - Dee, oi, bitch, stupid, monster girl, bottles
003. Single or taken - t.a.k.e.n.
004. Astrological Sign - scorpio
005. Male or Female - female.. the purer race among humans. =X hahahahaha
006. Elementary School - CHIJ OLGC (damn singapore loves abbreviations)
007. Ipod - ipod's boring.
008. How many buddies on your list -list? what list?
009. Friendster name - denise
010. Hair Color - all shades of brown... dark, light, and whatever else
012. Hair Long or Short - its somewhere near to long but yet close to short
014. Eye Color - dark brown
015. Are you health freak - heck no
016. Height - its between 162 - 168cm. the measuring rulers just cant make up their minds
017. Do you have a crush on someone - nope! im in love with him. =D
018. Do you like yourself - its a LOVE HATE relationship
020. Think you're awesome? - i think im a million years away from achieving that status
021. Piercings - 10... i want somemore!! =x
022. Tattoo - yes please!
024. Surgery - nope
025. First piercing - 5? 6? 7? cant remember.
026. First best friend - hmmm.... first you say.... hmmmmm.... i forgot.
027. First Award - edusave award.. its always edusave.. LOL
028. First Sport You Joined - swimming. or was it tennis.. i think i started both at the same time.
029. First pet - fish.. then came the hamster that i stole from a girl. muahahaha
030. First vacation - CLUB MED in malaysia!! i wanna go back there actually. haha
031. First Concert - Blue...was that even a concert in the first place?
032. First love - it'll be him. the first one that ive actually loved wholeheartedly. =D

*Favorites*

033. Movie - Pirates 1, howl's moving castle, spirited away, shanghai knights... erhh dunno what else
034. Tv show - Bones, House, Simpsons, CSI, NCIS, ANIME
035. Colors - read my blog
036. Music - as long as it has a nice rhythm to it and not TOO slow
039. Drink - Ice Blended Mocha, Chai, daddy's coffee, coke zero, paopaochar, vodka redbull :S
040. Body part not on the face - i LOVE boobs. MY boobs of course. =X hahahaha
041. Cartoon - spongebob, rugrats, simpsons, looney toons (what happened to them??)
042. Piece of clothing - my panties. RAHAHAHAHA cant do without them can we?
043. Brand Of Clothing - as long as it looks nice, who gives about the brand.
044. What do you sleep with - pillow, blanket, bolster, comforter, and a little cow
045. School - schools are all love hate relationships. love the people, hate the studies. now its love the practical *nursing*, hate the theories.
046. Animal(s) - horses, dogs, cows, goats, rabbits, cats
047. Book - forgotten realms books
048. Magazine(s) - ZOO mag, FHM, Cleo, cosmo
049. Food - SASHIMI!!

050. I'm drinking - water
052. I'm about to - yawn
053. Listening to - music
055. Waiting For - the holidays
056. Watching - loopy shred the cardboard into little pieces
057. Wearing - bra and panty, boxer shorts, shirt, old school jumper

*Your Future*

058. Want Kids - maybe
059. Want to Get Married - lets just wait and see.. maybe when im 28 yrs old. RAHAHA
060. Career in Mind - nurse at the surgical wards. WORX =x

068. Lips or Eyes - both
069. Hugs or Kisses - receiving and giving hugs and kisses. =D
070. Shorter or Taller - Taller
072. Romantic or Spontaneous - a little bit of both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - arms. =D
074. Sensitive or Loud - Sensitive and loud
075. Hook-up or Relationship - relationship
076. Sweet or Caring - im not greedy. a bit of both will do. =P
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - able to stand my antics. LOL

*Have you ever*

078. Kissed a Stranger - yup.. well sort of.. hardly knew him. hahahaha
079. Drank bubbles - how do you drink bubbles
080. Lost glasses/contacts - perfect eyesight hun..
081. Ran Away From Home - nope
082. Broken a bone - nope
083. Got an X-ray - yes for freaking immigration... all the damned exposure to radiation..
084. Broken a heart - not just A heart... its heartS
085. Someone Broke Your's - multiple times... until i decided to break his. *im a bitch i know..*
086. Turned Someone Down - yuppers
087. Cried When Someone Died - yup. when a girl died. LOL
088. Cried at school -yup. primary school. when a classmate died. AND after i got scolded for fighting with another girl. LOL and both happened in primary 1. im a rascal

*Do You Believe In

089. God - Yeap
090. Miracles - yup. waking up everyday is a miracle. not getting into a traffic accident yet is a miracle. LOL
091. Love at first sight - nope
093. Aliens - nope. but i think there are other humans out there somewhere.
094. Magic - nope.. only if this were a fantasy world then yes.
095. Heaven - yup. i believe in purgatory and hell too. LOL
096. Santa Claus - nope.. not now at least..
097. Sex on the first date - unless you're a slut and he's a dick
098. Kissing on the First Date - no. for me at least. kisses dont come so freely.
099. Angels - yup yup

*Answer Truthfully*

100. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? - YES! OMG how did you know??!!

*anyway number 92 is missing. dont ask me why*

#92 HAPPY~!

2007-05-30T10:13:00.000+08:00

im happy...

after my episode of loneliness yesterday (yes i finally figured out i was lonely thats why i was weirded out)

all is good now. =D

many thanks to the one i love. :)

lets all just wait for the day to come.

*big smile*

#89 ARMY DAZE!!!

2007-05-29T10:35:00.000+08:00

walked out of my room at about 10.15pm last nite.. saw bro sitting on the floor watching something on tv...

walked over....

my bro was watching army daze!!! his friend asked a friend to bring the vcd over when coming to perth. lol ive been wanting to borrow it from leslie for AGES but just kept forgetting.

omg so yesterday, watched army daze. I LOVE IT. love hearing all the hokkien, broken english, and all the typical singlish. LOVE IT LOVE IT.

makes me so happy.. makes me feel like im back in singapore. though i just really wish that i AM in singapore. haha

still.. it was a good dose of singaporean. haha

#87 Things

2007-05-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

Went out shopping with mummy today..she was in her generous mood. however, me, being an idiot, didnt want to get anything cos i just didnt feel like getting anything.

mummy bought one shirt for us to share, and a scarf for my bro's friend.
so we were talking about relationships.
and mummy was talking about just being friends, keeping the friendship platonic. even if the other person goes into a relationship, keep the friendship, help each other through the times, and who knows one day, if you're meant be together, you'll be together, rather than jumping into a relationship right now.

like be friends. keep that friendship. dont just go into a relationship and then break up all relations with each other when things dont go well.

well all i could do was agree to it, smile and silently laugh to myself.

she really just doesnt want us to get hurt. she keeps asking me to give sean a call but yea. i think he's still angry. so i'll let him be. friendship lost there.

anyway, at 6.30pm, left for mummy's group concert thingy. was for some Filipino function. but yea i must say there were BAD audiences especially the fellow who decided to make a WHOOHAA when they group was performing.

like hello its a charity sort of thing, and they're not being paid. so just shut up and bear with it.

and there WERE filipinos in the group. so its filipino dissing filipino. what the heck.

bad image.. oh well i guess some people are just so up themselves.

anyway, whatever.

#86 5 Minutes Orange Cake

2007-05-25T12:05:00.000+08:00

I saw on sunrise... an orange cake that takes about 5 mins to prepare.
well its true if you've got the amount of flour, sugar and butter all measured out already. well its supposed to be putting everything into a food processor and blending it all in, rather than hand mixing the butter egg and flour or by using an egg beater.
and well... ive got a really small food processor. and the blender just doesnt work like a food processor. anyway, i started around 9.30am... ended at 11.45pm. HAHA well since i had a small food processor everything took longer cos i had to break it into sections.
and then since the self raising flour was from a new bag, i had to take it and put some of it into a container.

HOWEVER, the bag decided to break so half way i was running around the house looking for containers.
then was running around the house looking for an egg beater cos i was getting annoyed... however, came across an old food processor that was larger than the one i was using so i took it. LOL

so finally... the cake went into the oven.. mean while i got a call from bavani.. then called my CUTE binbin for 20 mins before i had to hang up cos my cake was done!

Just out from oven

Side view

Top view

it was a bit cracked at the top but it was good... used the icing to cover it up in the end. looks like a BIG donut from the top eh.. well the icing didnt 'drip' as nicely as i thought it would... oh well. =D

well i dunno what it tastes like cos im just going to leave it for tonight.

and I LOVE YOU TOO!!!! thanks for doing that surprising thing. even though it was for 6 seconds, it was worth it! *big smile*

I took this yesterday cos i was shit bored while doing my essay. LOL

#85 Exercise

2007-05-24T10:16:00.001+08:00

I have come to realize that doing 200 crunches at one go to start a self workout regime is not good. and doing air chair for about 3 mins and going up and down from airchair position to standing for the duration of 7 pages of paper to be printed on a slow printer is just way way way too much, considering that ive not been doing exercise.

during the morning while i was sleeping, i could feel my leg muscles hurting, and each time i moved around my upper abdominal muscles hurt like madness...

so i decided to kill myself again by doing 20 sit ups, 200 crunches and air chair for about 3 mins and going up and down (i have no idea what that exercise is called so yea) for the duration of me brushing my teeth.

doing the 20 sit ups was hell... its not going up thats the problem.. is going back down to starting position. but decided to still do the 200 crunches that was really really painful and doing the airchair (simply lifting my butt about 1inch away from the chair itself) while surfing the net. LOL im so going to have major leg and abdominal pain tomorrow. haha

well strangely enough i ironed clothes this morning.. wanted to iron my nursing uniform but was thinking, well since im at it my as well iron the rest of the stuff. BUT i forgot to iron clothes that were on the drying rack (they're dry already) so daddy is not ironing them. LOL i can still remember the first time i ironed (about 8 yo) i burned my favorite nightie. it was silk.. haha and it BURNED... melted right onto the iron. LOL obviously i threw it away, tried to get the burnt material off from the iron, and act like it never happened. cos i wasnt supposed to be touching the iron in the first place. haha =P

#84 The song i'll always love and never get sick of

2007-05-23T09:48:00.000+08:00

Verse 1
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2
And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...
Chorus

~Savage garden:truly madly deeply~

#81 + #77 combined

2007-05-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

Not going to SHOW YOU!!!! rahahahahaha bleah =P

#82 Some things about myself

2007-05-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

I am:
1. Territorial (you'll be surprised)
2. Protective
3. Rude
4. Annoying
5. A double edged dagger
6. Lazy (hate studying or doing anything)
7. Emotional (my mood really SWINGS like a monkey on a vine)
8. A siren (i complain and whine and moan and make as much noise as possible)
9. Grumpy
10. Confused (im so confused even I confuse myself)

#81 Rahh

2007-05-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

Ive been feeling so tired lately... like my body just aches when i wake up... and over the weekend i just kept waking at around 6.30am, and kept waking up like every half hour from there... monday wasnt too bad cos i woke up at 6.45am. but today... again... this time waking at 4am. then at 6.30,then at 7.30, 8, then finally at 8.30. its as though my brain is telling me WAKE UP WAKE UP but my body just becomes so stiff and tired.

oh well mayb its just the cold...

had sinus probs the whole freaking morning.. sneeze, then runny nose, to congested nose.. then sneeze, runny nose, then congestion. sneeze runny congestion. luckily i wore 3 layers when i went out fishing today. 1 short sleeve shirt and 1 jumper (from sjc) and a jacket. trust me it was FREEZING. hooking myself seems to have become second nature to me already... the hook just goes everywhere.. jacket, shirt, finger, jeans, finger....

im tired today... tired now.. my intercostal muscles are aching... half my butt is aching... my freaking neck is still aching from donkey years ago... wonder what else is going to ache tomorrow.

rite.. this entry has just been whinge whinge whinge whinge larrdeedarr i shall shut up now.

#80 It's Saturday!

2007-05-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

whee.... one day after my prac ended. so its back to slacking around the house and playing dynasty warriors instead of studying. LOL

well i slept at around 1040pm last nite... switched on the heater for once cos thought it'll be a cold night...

1am: woke up, tore off my jumper, switched off the heater, turned on the fan and went to the toilet. went back to sleep immediately.
6.30am: woke up...had abit of trouble going back to sleep.
7.30am: woke up. heard loopy scratching his box so i let him out.. went back to sleep.
8am: woke up. rolled around in bed until i went back to sleep.
8.30am: woke up to vulgar ring tone. sent a msg saying 'WAKE UP!!!'

i miss you.

lol well, helped make breakfast of egg, bacon, sausage, toast and coffee. i had left over soup from thurs as well.
then went surfed the net for a short while before going to play dw... and at 2pm i started on my RFN essay! its about 10% done cos its all in point form. oh well. thats better than nothing rite? haha
2ml morning mummy and daddy are going to mandurah, for mummy's performance. lol well i'll accompany my bro to church tomorrow and yawn away.

well daddy asked me if i wanted to work in perth or go back to singapore to work. he says that if i work here in australia, it'll be easy for me to earn around $60k per year. and if i go back to singapore it'll just be about $25k-35k. it'll definitely be better for me to build up my financial status here in australia. i can also get my PR if we really dont end up getting it. i told him that i would rather go back to singapore to work cos i'll be happier there and cos i dont like my hard earned money to get deducted as tax to pay bums and sows. but then again, i did think of working in australia for a few years as i guess it'll be easier for me to get a job straightaway after i graduate cos im guessing Curtin will be organising things for us (career fairs etc) and since ive been studying in aust i know what the aussie legislations are etc. and YES the pay is tempting despite bums and sows.

oh well.. i guess we'll just have to wait and see. daddy knows the REAL reason why i wanna go back anyway. LOL but YES, i have considered working in australia for awhile. maybe for 5 years? get the experience first. then decide later... by the time i graduate and by the time i work for 5 years, i'll be 27 years old. LOL time to settle down!

RAHH!!!! that'll just have to wait.. get through this sem first.. think about that later. haha =P

#79 Clinical Prac Day 8

2007-05-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF PRAC!!!!

im happy and sad... but mostly happy. haha happy that im GONE.... sad that im not going to see those residents and staff again(except for one).

well i sorta like one of the new ladies that came in.. she has been here for 40 years plus but has been in singapore for i think 2 decades. she knows the word 'makan'!! haha how cute. i like her.

anyway, there has been a carer at the nursing home that has sort of been giving us (Pei, Lauren, Jing, and me) the shits. * She shall be K from now on in my blog *

like she would just grab one of us and make us do a shower while she walks off and does something else. and apparently thats what she did with Pei. asked her to shower while she went off somewhere else. like, number 1, she asks us rudely. number 2, ive helped her before and she doesnt say thanks. number 3, she complained to margaret about Pei refusing to shower a client. WTF??!!

so today she was doing the same, thing, giving us the shits. like we're student nurses and we ARE allowed to have 2 student showering one client. but NO... K comes around and tells Pei off for having 2 people shower her resident. WTF.. and then she goes off and asks Lauren if she can shower by herself, of which she replied yes. K then said 'well thats not what i just heard.' in a sarcastic manner. and apparently, while Jing was doing her physical assessment with Margaret, that girl went to talk to Margaret again... Margaret then said that we are still students and we might feel more comfortable to be showering with a friend.

Lauren Pei and I then went to the hostel cos we cant be fcuked showering anymore people for K (while Jing was doing her assessment). and when we went back, we went around looking for Jing. and we found her showering a resident.. so we went in for a chat... of which, after 2 mins K came around, opened the door and demanded a reason as to why there were 4 of us showering one resident.

K: *frowns at us* you dont need so many people to shower a resident. you only need ONE
Me: (rather pissed off already) we are students and we are allowed to have 2 students showering one resident
K: Thats not what i heard. ive already spoken to your lecturer
Me: but we have all been told by our tutor that we ARE allowed to cos we ARE students.
K: Then why are there 4 of you here?
Me: cos we only just came in for a chat
K: RITE... i need one of you to help me
Me: what do you want and how many of us do you need
K: just one.

SO off i went with her.. and apparently she just needed help putting a resident from bed to the shower chair. RITE. after i helped her, i walked back to the shower room that had Jing Pei and Lauren. and since there was that bed to make, i got Pei to help me with making up the bed. (totally didnt bother looking at her or waiting to listen to her ask me to shower that resident)

like whatever bitch.. im not going to do your bloody work for you. we have been warned about carers like you and we know that we CAN refuse.. we're there to learn. not to do your work.

bloody hell.. seriously.. if that carer came and pissed me off one more time i'll just tell her that we have a choice of what we want to do because we are students, here to learn, lend a helping hand, and WE'RE NOT GETTING PAID TO DO YOUR JOB.

anyway, after that the 4 of us joined the OT to do some games and stuff for the residents, which was pretty fun. and after a debriefing with Margaret (who said that people like that carer are part and parcel of working life), we went to help with lunch. well i walked from the top lounge, down to the 2nd lounge, down to dementia ward, and all the way back to the top lounge to find something to do cos most of the residents that needed feeding are getting fed. so i just went to the top lounge to help around and clear the plates and trays and help cut food for some of the residents.

and then came K... standing around staring into space while the other carers were busying around getting food to the residents etc. then while i just allocated a plate to become the rubbish plate, i just started putting the fork and knives onto another plate, and scooped all the dirt into that rubbish plate. (cos that K just dumped all the left over food from one plate all over forks and knives)

anyway, another carer came along and told me that i was really hardworking, and that i should speak to the manager if i would like to get a job there. LOL right infront of K. and then she proceeded and told K to go collect the dirty plates and give the residents their sweets, since she was just standing there looking pretty blur.

Pei and Jing were there as well, and Pei asked me what the carer said... so i told her that the carer asked me to ask the manager if i would like to work here. Pei then says 'YOU sure you wanna work here??' lol then i replied :' Yea i dont mind working here.. i'll be nicer and TAKE over HER job.'

and when i turned around, i saw that K was there keeping some stuff. WHATEVER... i said it pretty loudly summore... Pei and Jing just laughed and said that i was cool. (cool??? erhhh) anyway, continued keeping the stuff, and then helped the carers bring the residents back down to the first lounge. the carer that asked me to get a job then told me to get a few residents down when they've finished, of which i complied quite happily. and then after bringing a male resident down, she asked me to get a standing hoist, which i happily complied to again (COS she asked me nicely) and while i was going to get the standing hoist, i heard her tell her buddy carer that i was good as i listen to her instructions. LOL rite.. i guess its only cos im super happy cos after lunch we could go! YAY! haha

anyway i think i MIGHT drop in my resume with the manager.. besides.. i know the code to get in. but i doubt i'll need to since i'll go there later in the day when the receptionist is around. and it'll be after my exams. LOL so see how first. LOL i like that place... only that its spoilt by that carer. lol

btw, during tea time, when us students and most of the staff were having our tea, apparently K was having tea BY herself on her own.. and we noticed that most of the carers are quite happy and talk to each other and help each other. BUT with K, most of the time, she's by herself. and so most of the time ends up grabbing one of us to do her work. but i guess mayb it IS her attitude that no one else likes. cos no one else seems to be talking to her.

#78 Clinical Prac Day 7

2007-05-17T19:14:00.000+08:00

This will be the 2nd last edition of my clinical prac days..

its finally over.

well i just really really cant give a shit about washing any other resident other than mine cos its just too much work i reckon. LOL but yea.... IF its a nice carer, i'll do it for them. IF NOT, forget it. dont assume that just cos im there i'll do it. Like hello.... give me a choice between feeding a resident lunch and showering one... OBVIOUSLY FEED!! im sure that you know that as well.. not like im getting paid for it as well anyway..

8 days is just TOO long... we're helping the carers with their work. and they're getting paid. we're not. we're pretty much PAYING them to go on these pracs, with out ridiculously priced school fees.

whatever.

anyway, im confused.
i am born an idiot, was an idiot, am an idiot, will be an idiot, die an idiot, and go to the after life an idiot.

when he smses me, i wonder if he's smsing me cos he wants to, and not cos i expect him to msg me.
when he DOESNT msg me, i wonder why he hasn't messaged.
when i want to message him, i feel that im being pesky.
when i dont message him, i just feel weird about it and just keep checking my mobile.

HAIZ...

anyway as Father Doug loves to say... first 6 months of LOVE is lust.. only after this phase only does TRUE LOVE start. LOL which phase am i in i wonder.. guess we'll just have to wait and see....

STOP whinging denise.. shut up already. you're thinking too much. and YES i AM talking to myself on my blog... i dont care.. dont think anyone else reads my blog anyway. LOL

yay tomorrow is the last day. yay yay yay... will be going shopping with Pei, and Lauren and Jing and i think Jeff as well and go for dinner after that. LOL that'll be right after our prac.

haiz its only 7.30pm and im shit tired and bored. i just feel somewhat shitty. anyway, i guess i'll stop my whinging and log off and mayb sleep or watch tv (like there's anything to watch in the first place) or do my work. i dont care.. i dont care...

if you're reading this and you've become somewhat uneasy or worried or anything, im sorry. im just not being myself.

still, i miss you.. that i know for sure.

#76 Clinical Prac Day 6

2007-05-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

Here's another edition of my boring day at my clinical prac...

well this morning was one hell of a cold... went to the nursing home, did our usual hand over thingy, then asked margaret if she would like me to get my resident ready for my assessment.

so i went to have a chat with my resident..

'I dont want to get out of bed or have a wash until after breakfast. its too cold.'

so i told margaret that, and she said we'll just have to do the assessment after my medical round which would be around morning tea time. OKAY... so off i went, looking for people to help.

well basically Lauren, Pei and I were just bumming around walking here and there, trying our best to avoid showers. LOL 3 people making one bed! haha what a joke. anyway this morning was a really slow one. everyone didnt want to get out of bed! well i dont blame them... its so freaking cold and the bloody heaters aint on. wonder if the place even has any heaters in the first place. LOL

anyway, saw Jing, and realized Margaret told her that she's got her medical rounds... which would be the same time as mine. so i asked Jing to go ask margaret and check with her, as i was with Pei feeding one resident (slacking as usual - BUT i was holding the empty bowl) anyway after feeding that client, i saw that Jing apparently hadnt asked Margaret about the medication rounds. Like WTH?? so i had to go look for Margaret and sort things out myself. and apparently Margaret just kept thinking that im Jing. (must be the LING on my yueling. LOL)

so after doing everything, i just waited for Jing's medication round to be done...but after that, instead of getting me, Margaret got another girl instead, to do a simple wound dressing. LOL like okay... when's my turn... but yea i stayed around Margaret so that i can get my assessment done ASAP.

and FINALLY... Margaret goes and asks me to get ready for my assessment. YAY! well since my resident had recently dislocated a shoulder, and has a fractured Right pubic rami (at the pelvis) and 2 broken ankles, Margaret asked me to modify it, and so i basically just did neck, jaw, left arm and toes. i just described the rest, like what i would to if I were to be doing a proper assessment. LOL and i passed! WHEEEEEE (i think...lol i didnt hear her say if i passed.. just that i did good. LOL)

so tomorrow im doing my medical rounds... must remember the 6 rights..

Right Patient
Right Day
Right Time
Right Drug
Right Dosage
Right Documentation

apparently Jing forgot those... wonder how it'll go.... hope i dont forget it tomorrow..

anyway im so tired... went to school for a meeting after prac... got home at around 4.45pm, took a shower, then just waited for dinner to be cooked. LOL im a baby yes i know. LOL

well he's still at work.. and he's going out later to a hotel to pass something to them to send out. well i still miss him. miss him lots. raahhhhh sometimes i feel so pesky. like just cant leave him alone... just keep smsing him etc.

RAAAHHHHH im a p.e.s.k.y person. LOL

*screams at self to leave the poor man alone*

#75 Clinical Prac Day 5

2007-05-15T15:47:00.000+08:00

well, its day 5 of my clinical prac...

same old routine..

showered my resident from like 30mins (mayb longer who knows who cares).

she had her bowels open this morning. want a description? lol

then helped out with morning breakfast, then walked around until about 9.45, before i was called by a carer and asked to help her with a resident. well that resident had a suppository in the morning and shit all over the night pads and onto the bed. had to do a full bed change. anyway, i knew the carer was going to ask me to wash her as well but i told her i had to go for morning tea but i'll just do up the bed. LOL SMELLY BUSINESS!!!

after our morning tea break, we just went to study up for our physical assessment. mine was due at 1.30pm. went around the usual business of helping to feed residents at 11.45, then at 12.30 we went and had our own lunch. i had rice, kimchee, ikanbilis, canned salmon with mayo, and some chicken meat. (what a mix)

and then, it was time for my assessment. off i went and picked out musculoskeletal assessment (something that i wanted to do! yay!) which was something different from the three girls before me.....they all had posterior lung assessment! LOL oh well.... then we went to my residents room... and found her sleeping... snoring away happily... LOL so, my assessment got postponed to tomorrow morning. then margaret went around looking for other residents... and found that all of them were playing BINGO! WOW... so margaret decided to let us all go early.

anyway there were 2 new residents.... replacing the ones that died.. one on friday, one on sunday. both were in palliative care. oh well... worst part was that one of the new residents, that came on sunday night, was dropped off only with her nighting gown. full stop. no other clothes. so after she had a shower in the morning, a student had to go to the laundry to look for a dress. best part was, at around 9.20am, Lauren Pei and I found that resident sitting on the chair in the lounge with a summer dress on with no stockings anything. not even a cardigan. like hello? the poor lady was shivering away. and since she didnt have anything we had to look for spare cardigans and a blanket for her. HORRIBLE to just leave her at the home without any warm clothes.

lol so im back home now...suffering from a splitting headache that is absolutely making me feel as though my brains are being put into liquid nitrogen.
have to fill in clinical form still though.... brain... pain... splitting in two... arrrgghhhh.....

#74 What your name means

2007-05-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

the alphabet
A:LOVES TO FLIRT BUT IN A WAY OF JOKING
B:Popular with all types of people.
C: weird
D: Has one of the best personalities ever
E: Freaking beautiful
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
J: Freaking Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: best smile
M: Makes dating fun
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Good Gf/Bf
S: the best person anyone could have
T: great kisser
U: Gets hugs
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: Is a freak when it comes to parties
Z: Lives life for fun

D --> Has one of the best personalities ever (hmmmm really?)
E --> Freaking beautiful (so NOT..haha)
N --> One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for (am i really?)
I --> LOVES TO LAUGH (HELL YEAHH!!)
S --> The best person anyone could have
E --> Freaking beautiful (lol freaking beautiful + freaking beautiful = freaking ugly. LOL)

whee but yea i guess its sorta true.. RAHAHA especially the LOVES TO LAUGH part. haha

#73 Here are some pics that I decided to take on whim. rahahahaha

2007-05-13T17:59:00.000+08:00

HERE are some pics taken in MAY. LOL the bottom ones are the ones I just took before I had my shower. LOL

Like my new shirt? LOL

Another pic of my new shirt

ARGHH!!!! ive got ears growing on top of my head!!

Bleah~

Yes yes i know i take blurry pics... LOL

Me wearing my bro's beanie.. LOL

YOU OWE ME 3 PICS NOW~!

rahahahaha =P

#72 Question thingy at side bar!!

2007-05-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

wheeee i just did up another question quiz thingy and placed it on my side bar....

see if you can answer them.

some questions, for certain people, will be quite hard to answer. haha

LOL cos im an evil person. hahaa =P

#71 Just a little Lame-o thingy... hahaz

2007-05-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

#70 WHEEEEEEE

2007-05-12T12:03:00.000+08:00

its SATURDAY!!!! first day that i havent have to wake up at 6am to go for clinical.. LOL well im a sleepy head.. went to sleep at around 8.40pm last nite.

got up at around 8.20am this morning cos of loopy scratching to come out, then went to watch tv and have breakfast.

anyway, later at 1pm uncle bernard, aunty rosalina and uncle henry and mayb his wife are coming over for lunch. LOL i have not much intension of eating together with them... incase uncle bernard or daddy goes 'WAH! LAUKUAH (pespiring)'. lol i just hate that... yucky yucky. LOL either i eat super fast or just ignore them... haha

advice to all.. DO NOT RUB NOSE OR EYES AFTER CUTTING CHILLI!!!!!! even if your hands aint stinging... doesnt mean that the acid wont affect other parts of you. LOL

hmmmmm something wrong with my msn... everything just bounced back... and after i typed something else, no reply... dunno whats going on. LOL people seem to be popping online as per normal but dunno why what im typing just gets bounced. weird ass msn. LOL

~missing you always~

#69 Clinical Prac Day 4

2007-05-11T16:43:00.000+08:00

Today was pretty good....

Margaret helped me with washing my resident as i didnt know if she wanted a bed bath or a bath in the shower... and my resident was ONE grumpy lady in the morning as she wanted to wee but no one was helping her cos she was going to get a shower soon.

anyway, after choosing her clothes (that took me a long while to find out what she wants) , margaret and i gave her a wash and then dressed her up etc... after her i did up one bed, then went to help with breakfast, before doing up another bed and then giving a wash to another lady that shared the same room as my resident. i washed her on my own! wheee im so happy with myself... when a carer came to assist me with getting the resident to stand (she needed a standing hoist), and after the carer checked her groin area, she applied some cream and proceeded to put the pad on. however, when putting the pad on, i noticed some blood on the pad... the carer then check the lady and found she had a little skin tear but that it didnt really matter. so we just dressed up the lady and brought her into the dining room for lunch.

we were told to report any cases of skin tears etc so i didnt know what to do so i asked margaret, who said i should tell the RN and record it down. but since i didnt know where to record the skin tear, i just told the RN about the skin tear, and asked the carer if she would record it down. and she said yes so yea...

anyway after that, i chatted to my resident for quite a bit, gathering information for the client profile that needs to be handed in by tuesday. we then had tea, and then we just did somemore of our client profile things and clinical forms until 15 to 12pm, where we had to go help out with lunch, as per usual.

well this time round i fed a lady in the dementia area.... was abit late at feeding her cos was walking to the other wing of the building to see if i could feed anyone else... anyway, took a LONG while to feed this lady as she kept using her tongue to push the spoon out of her mouth.. which means she only took a small little bit of food from the spoon... which was a bit annoying... and she kept cleaning her teeth with her tongue after each small bite so yea... took 30mins to feed her. LOL

lunch time was an interesting one, watching how Pei and Jeff would 'fight' with each other. cant imagine if they were husband and wife. LOL then after lunch, Margaret came, and told us that 'we are going to leave early today cos its friday'. after doing our little handover, we were told to continue doing our clinical forms for about 30mins more... but yea rite... we were mostly just day dreaming... lol and listening to pei and jeff bicker. anyway, after about 35mins we started wandering off, looking for Margaret to ask her if we could go.... after about 5 mins, we finally found her and we went home... and that was like 10mins to 2pm. LOL siok sia.. hahahaha

well i'll be doing either my simple wound assessment or medication assessment next tues, as well as my physical assessment on tues. a lot of things to study now! lol

#68 Clinical Prac Day 3

2007-05-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6am to a beep... vulgar alarm didnt go off cos i didnt put the mmcard back into the phone properly.

anyway, left the house 1 min later than yest, and parked next to a pillar hoping no one will double park behind me again. well, after our morning hand over, margaret told me she parked behind my car.

well anyway, off we went, doing showers... i was sort of assigned to assist Sonia (carer) with showers or bed baths. did total of 2 showers and 1 bed bath, and then it was tea time, then finally went to give my resident a bath. LOL one carer was expecting me to wash my resident on my own... like erhhhhh RITE no confidence yet? well another carer came and i assisted with the shower..

so yea.. did the same thing as yesterday... walked around, did up lots of beds (made me start to think that i was working in a hotel or motel), showered, fed, washed hands, showered, assisted with hoisting, walked around, all the way until tea time (today our tea came LOADS faster than yesterday). anyway, off we went to tea, then sat down to do our client profile.... i wanted to have an interview with my resident but she had a visitor.. so i left them alone together.

at 11.45, we went around to feed people... today i got a gentleman who was a breeze to feed. and seriously, their food just smells yummy... and their dessert! looks so nice!! LOL then we did our normal stuffs of having lunch then sitting and doing our clinical forms. LOL

saw a peg feed and administration of morphine.

well at least i didnt screw up my back like i did yesterday... it was just the wrong position to feed the lady with dementia with... my back was twisted and leaning over just to feed the resident with my right hand (the resident was on my left). oh well.... next time, get a chair, or attempt to feed with left hand.

ive got my simple wound assessment tomorrow... then my physical assessment on tuesday. random pick. LOL i think musculo-skeletal assessment would be the EASIEST... neurological i really have to read on that again. cos thats quite hard to do. just anything but neurological i guess.... cos of certain reasons regarding my resident that i must not disclose in order to protect her privacy. LOL

oh well... dead tired again... still have neck muscle strains... now plus back muscle strains. LOL ive become an old lady myself! haha =P

miss you!!

#67 Clinical Prac Day 2

2007-05-09T16:12:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5.45am.

washed up, dilly dallied around in my room until about 6.20am before i left. (will be waking up at 6am from now on) and reached the home at about 15 to 7am. which was about nearly the same time everyone else came. anyway, parked the car, sort of 'broke' into the agency cos at the main sliding doors there is a security code but apparently we were all looking when staff were keying in the number to come in from outside so yea. anyway, we placed all of our stuff at the staff room on top of the lockers and went for our hand over at the nurses' station.

had our briefing, and margaret (tutor) then took each one of us to meet with our residents and to help out with showering etc. since lauren's and my residents were still asleep, margaret asked us to go make up some beds cos there were some clients out of their beds and going into showers already. so we made up a few beds, asked a carer, Ken (asian dude) if we could help with anything.. and since he was just finishing up with showering one client, he asked us to help put his clothes on. after doing that, lauren and i proceeded with folding up a few more beds until it was breakfast, and we were asked to feed some residents who ate in their beds and needed help to eat.

i had a nice lady whom i had to prompt by opening my mouth and going AHHHH!!!!! good girl.... but i had quite a hard time understanding what she was trying to say.. she said she was 'lost in thought' but it took me quite awhile to understand what she was talking about... anyway, after feeding her i went to keep the stuff back, and then asked margaret for something to do... she then intro-ed me to my resident, and then we went back out again. i then asked her who's the carer caring for my resident cos i wanted to experience a shower or bed bath. by the time i found that carer, she asked me to do something before she disappeared. then when i found her again, she just asked me to make up a bed before she disappeared again. by the time i found her, she was giving a sponge bath to a resident in palliative care. (having basic needs such as some nutrition, and hygiene and pressure management cos person is going to heaven soon)

anyway, the carer was finishing up with the sponge bath... everything was quite alright until she turned the resident onto her left, exposing the HUGE sacral *butt area* pressure wound. and it stank like anything. it was just TOTALLY offensive... anyway i decided to do some shallow breathing but the smell lasted only a short while... i dunno... mayb i got used to it. anyway, continued with assisting with putting on the clothes...

anyway, after that my carer kept disappearing and i was just making beds and helping out with some manual handling (using hoists to lift residents off bed off chair into chair etc) and bringing the clients out into the garden for a special morning tea for mother's day. well, one resident refused to go outside into the garden with the rest. and i helped with hoisting another resident that a carer was just getting up from the bed in order to put the resident onto the commode. i think the resident had only peed, but that stench was just horrific.. i dont know. it seemed so much worse than the pressure ulcer odor.... so bad to the point i nearly gagged. BUT i managed to hold it in. anyway, went away since Jing, another student, volunteered to do the bed.

well, after getting most of the residents out into the garden, we had a tea break. it was only 10am but i was already tired. that was the longest 3 hours ever. after tea we went upstairs into a little tutorial room for a short tutorial on skin integrity (she really didnt teach us much) and then we filled in our clinical forms..

at 11.45am we headed out of the room to help with lunch.

lauren and i were asked to go to the dementia ward and feed to residents in the same room. they were pretty easy to feed... Lauren's resident kept talking away.... which would be quite hard for me cos i wont say anything much. well my resident just woken up and i just fed her quietly... she didnt talk or anything. so i just went AHHHHH!!!!!!! and opened my mouth, at which she did. feeding her was quite alright...only thing is that after i fed her i forgot to put the bed rails back up. after helping to keep all the kitchen ware, we had our lunch at 12.20pm, until 1pm, when we went down, and out into the garden, to start taking down client data again.

ANYWAY. thats all for my clinical prac day 2. super tired after that shift. but i guess it'll get better tomorrow. i hope i get to assist in proper washing and bed baths... since i didnt really see much of the sponging one.

i miss my lau hentai baboon. LOL =P

#66 Clinical Prac Day 1

2007-05-09T15:41:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to blog this yesterday but was too tired.... just sat on my chair and half chatted away....

well, left house at 7.23am, brought my brother to school, and reached the place at 8.10am. Its at bateman!

well, we had our introduction to the place, brought around and orientated...

we had our own morning tea, where we were allocated to our residents. so pretty much the whole day we were collecting information from the files that we were allowed to see, to put in the resident's health history.

then at lunch time, we helped feed food to residents that require assistance in feeding.. well i didnt get to feed anyone cos everyone else was being fed already *food smells yummy*

really have to be patient... have to cater to them... just have to be slowwww..... and encourage and prompt them to open their mouths... have to cue from their facial expressions or sound they make, to see if they want to eat their dessert or drink their juice etc.

after feeding them, we had our own lunch..... too bad i only brought biscuits. not exactly very appetizing. anyway, we went back to writing notes after lunch, only to ask my tutor something and she deciding that i needed a change of residents because my resident is known to be rather resistive. and bedbound. not exactly good for physical assessments..

at 3pm we had our manual handling course form the physio, and at 10 to 4pm we were all allowed to go home. before i went home i was told that i'll have another resident allocated to me but will intro me and let me read her file the next day.

nothing too eventful. missed him lots.

#64 GRAHHH!!!! i have been ignored.... sobs

2007-05-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

went to school for RFN tutorial today... then went to subway to bum around and talk with les until it was 10 to 2pm... (i have already quit subway but yet im still working for them! getting lettuce, sauce, capsicum.... well i got paid in chicken fillets and cookies. LOL)

missed the bus so waited another 20mins for next bus to come

everything in the bus was rattling as it went. and strangely the sound sounded really nice to me.

went to carousel, popped by at Valley Girl... bought 1 shirt and a navy blue pants for my clinical attachment. total: $39.

then walked ALL the way to kmart to look for some panties... and bloody hell... they're so expensive!! 3 pairs for $20! shit expensive.. should have gone to target to take a look but oh well already at the other end of carousel... went to pet magic, saw loopy junior (though loopy looks so much cuter) and bought a pair of piercing earrings from ICE..... time to pierce my ear!! again!!! well after clinical prac..

anyway, heard from les that midland military markets burned down on sunday... which explains the strong smell of smoke at around 12pm.i feel so sad for all the animals that got burnt alive... cos apparently theres a pet shop there. poor animals.... they were meant to be sold and live happily in some family... not get burnt to death when they're not even 1 year old. its just sad....

the smell of smoke carrying the cries of all these animals while they burnt to death. hell... pet shops should not keep pets in their shops. like end of the day, bring them home. like cats or dogs, or rabbits! who cares about the fish.. they can stay in the shop. BUT the others... bring them home.... keep them separate from the building.. they're just animals but they still have souls... i cant imagine that happening to loopy... so for me, if theres a fire in the hosue, FIRST thing i will do is take loopy and put him into the car. then take the fish and whatever i want and my parent's impt docs and then drive off. but loopy goes into the car first.

haiz oh well.... time to play with loopy!

#63 Liars cant handle this

2007-05-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

1.WOULD YOU BE THE FIRST TO SAY SORRY IF YOU HAD A MISUNDERSTANDING WITH YOUR FRIENDS?
+ If i am in the wrong in i realise it i WILL say sorry

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
+ grey nike t-shirt that belongs to someone else and SJC jumper

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST
+ i have to say it...... YES!!

4. HOW MANY IN YOUR FRIENDS LIST IS YOUR EX?
+ yes i know... i only have 2.

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
+ 99%. Singapore Gals dont include as a friend.. its just a club sorta thing

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
+ TWO will be enough for me.

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR FAMILY?
+ Yup. im a family person.

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE NOW?
+ I like my name it is... LOL

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
+ HELL YEA.. but no one wants to.. sobs

10. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BDAY?
+ eat, watch tv, study for exams

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
+ 0820 hours

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT THREE NIGHTS AGO
+ SLEEPING!!!!!

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
+ if its done gently, YES. (i know im weird)

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
+ GO BACK TO SINGAPORE FOR A HOLIDAY

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
+ 10 mins ago

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
+ hmmmm..... smaller thighs? LOL

18. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS...WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
+ Buy a mazda 3, and invest the rest.

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
+ I AM JOBLESS!!!! wheeeee~

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
+ who IS tom?

21. LAST THING YOU ATE?
+ Rice cracker

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
+ November cos its my BIRTH MONTH

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
+ 7th Month (chinese calendar cos you know why)

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
+ erhhhh.... t-shirt?

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
+ right now? no one. LOL

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGES?
+ Hotmail, friendster, newpaper, blogs

28. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
+ no one? cant remember nyaa

30. DO YOU EASILY GET OVER A HEARTACHE?
+ ive not experienced heartahe before... i guess one day i will. LOL

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
+ PAO PAO CHA

32. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
+ i'll most prob be oblivious to their death anyway.

*IF YOU ANSWERED ALL THESE HONESTLY REPOST AS:*
Liars can't handle this survey

and i DID answer honestly. haha

#62 85 Questions about ME!

2007-05-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

1. Start Time: 1359
2. Name: Denise
3. Nickname: Dee, Bitch, Bottles
4. Astrology sign: Scorpio
5. Gender: Female
7. Hair color: Dark brown
8. Eye color: dark brown
9. Height: 1.67m
10. Favorite Most color: BLACK
11. Glasses: NOPE!
13. tattoos: yes please
14. Birthplace: Mount Alvernia, in the hairy arms of the gynecologist.
15. Area code: 6107!
16. TRUEfriends: Sheila Vanessa Milo ?

******HAVE YOU EVER*****
17. cut your own hair? : YUP! made a BIG mess
18. Done something in the past that you regret?: Yup yup..
19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? : YUP! haha
21. Skipped school? : yupperz... by faking mens cramps
22. Bungee jumped? : nope... im afraid of heights!
24. Punched someone? : Lots of times
25. Cheated on someone? : nope
26. Been arrested? : Nope
27. Broken into someones house?: nope..why break into another house when you have your own?
28. Been to a funeral? : Yupperz.... my granddad... no one else i think
32. Used a lighter? : duhhh.....do i suck at using them. *im afraid of burning myself*

*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: Autum
36. Ice cream flavor: vodka cruiser flavored? haha milo, choc, choc mint, rum & raisin
37. School subject(s): Maths (its a love/hate relationship)
38. Candy: anything thats available
39. Breakfast: Western Breakfast~!!
40. Juice: Apple joose
41. Book(s): Forgotten Realms~!!
42. Movie(s): anything thats not overly cheesy or STUPID
43. Song(s): Ima sugu hoshii, I'll be there, sexy back, my love etc
50. Letter(s): D!
51. Favorite fast food restaurant : KFC! rahahaha
52. Disney Princess: ehhhh...... none?
53. TV station: Animal geographic (if theres one for it)
54. Name for a son: Kaylen? (is that even male? dunno... it just popped out in my head)
54. Name for a daugter: KAIRIEL

******DO YOU PREFER*****
56. Chocolate or Vanilla? : Chocolate
57. Alcoholic or not? : NON alcoholic... too expensive to maintain
60. Scary movies or comedies? : Scary movies, even though it scares the shit right out of me
61. Short or long hair? : LONG straight hair. time to rebond mine.. lol
62. Croutons or bacon bits? : bacon flavored croutons?

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
64. Mexicans in general: Tacos
65. School: unfinished assignments, thus SHIT!
66. Grass: green
67. Cow: moo
68. Canada: maple syrup
69. Mouse: loopy?
70. Hands: time to cut my nails

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie? : nope
72. Talked on the phone?: yeap
73. Cried? : nope
74. Choked?: yeap (cos someone looks like a cheekopek =P)
75. Drank a glass of water? : DUHHHHH
76. Done Drugs? : flu medicine.... its still drugs whattt....
77. Read a book or magazine? : yeap.. reader's digest
78. Watched TV? : hell yea
79. Looked in the mirror? : hell yea
80. Taken a shower? : HELL yea
81. Taken a picture? : 20 infact
82. Listened to music? : EVERYday i switch on the computer
83. Kissed someone? : i wish~!
84. Told someone you liked them: i told someone i miss him! does that count?
85. End time: 1423

#61 PIMPLE

2007-05-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

RAHHHHh i cant stand pimples... especially those on my nose! they never seem to go away!!!!!

RAHHHHH!!!!!!!

*sobs*

anyway, im super not photogenic like what people used to say about me last time. well i guess i NEVER was photogenic in the first place... well, after taking about 20 pics of myself, HERE is a picture that turned out average...

CHECK OUT THE PIMPLE ON THE NOSE

oh well....

i still love taking pics...

even though i look shit in them....

LOL

**someone owes me picturessssss~**

#60 1st of MAY!

2007-05-01T14:52:00.000+08:00

wow. its already the 1st of may... its been.....

1 month since i played my little prank on a cute little bespectacled baboon.

1 month 3 days since the little baboon started work.

1 month and a few weeks since i realized that i liked this little baboon.

Oh well.... ive got lots of assignments due in May.... LSD essay, RFN essay, Clinical Practical Documents...

and then its study like S.I.A.O for nursing bioscience

oh well looks like i'll have to start revising my health assessments and wound care techniques before i go on practical. then right after practical, i have to start doing my LSD and RFN essays.

note to self. DO NOT kill self by volunteering to do hardest part of the essay.

oh well...

i miss my baboon. LOL
*yes i have lain claim on him.... he's MINE*

woooo.... cold.... me need hug.

#58 whoooooooo

2007-04-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

wow guess what i have to pay for last month's hp bill...... $0.00! rahahahaha

well i think perhaps the credit card payment still went through... and went and paid another 78 bucks. oh well... dunno how they calculate..

la la la anyway im having a cold now... spread from my bro... first place the virus hit me was at my lymph node at the left side of my neck. everytime i swollow i feel it hurt abit. AND now ive got blocked nose... and best part is, thursday im going for an influenza jab, and the next 2 weeks is my clinical...

of which makes me really confused... do i still have to go for tutorials during my attachment? cos ive still got Research Foundations in Nursing tutorials to go to. reason why? we're supposed to be doing qualitative research now. and we've only just started on it. so does that mean i'll be missing it? oh well..... anyway i better bloody hell start studying now. exams are freaking soon.. have to read my bloody bioscience and piah for it.. if not sure die.

I MISS YOU!

i really do.

want a banana? haha

#57 BABOON!!!!

2007-04-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

A certain someone is a baboon know....

a mean mean mean evil forgetful blur super geeky and supremely cute baboon

forgot that he OWNS a camera

bleah

evil evil

and i was so nice to post pics summore....

oh well little baboon owes me more pictures now...

6 by wednesday. RAHAHAHAHA

and must be of him. and his face. WHOLE face. not parts of his face. LOL and nothing must be covering his face except for his nose hair. RAHAHAHAHA =P

#56 Sunday

2007-04-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

Sundays.... usual routine is wake up, go to church, have lunch go home and do work or sleep.... this was how usual my Sundays were.

until i realized what my feelings for him were...

from then on, everyday just seems like a dream to me (except the going to school bit). Time seems to pass me by really quickly. Everytime i chat to him i feel so happy with myself.not only do i feel loved by him, i feel myself love me more. i just smile so much more. somehow i feel that this perhaps has changed me. no more wanting to do stupid things to myself. everyday i long to talk to him. everyday i think of him. he's my motivation for me to get through my studies.

though i am still my crazy, psychotic, antisocial, lazy-bum self, i just feel so much better.. i feel like i've got sort of a future. A future of fun, happiness and love. Life's much better now.

Sunset has a new meaning for me..
from now on, when i look at a sunset, it'll be a beautiful reminder of the beautiful day to come tomorrow.

#55 Fishing!

2007-04-28T18:31:00.000+08:00

Went fishing with daddy at 2pm.... went to this place near woodman's point... about 30mins drive from home, and can drive all the way to the end of the breakwater. so dont have to walk.

well, GOOD catch this time. used lots of burly. I even managed to catch 3 yellowtails at one go! rahahaha but there was the stupid cormorant that was in that area... and everytime we caught a fish and if it sees it, it'll go SWIMMING after it. LOL it nearly ate one of daddy's catch. BUT managed to bring it up in time. well, when another person caught a fish, and since they're quite close to the water, the stupid bird actually came right up onto the rocks and waited for the fish. LOL

anyway, i DID take pics.... not too many though.. too busy fishing away. haha

SEE... im not so evil after all am i? haha bleah =P
the reason why ive got a worried look on my face is cos i might lose balance and end up swimming.

LOL

#54 Maths Test

2007-04-27T16:50:00.000+08:00

Woooo... went to school at around 10.10am for my maths test.. then saw Bavani at the common room... LOL and she told me that Robyn told her that the maths test was really hard and that lots of people in his class failed! so we were both sort of panicking... then Bavani asked me to take the 1pm one instead... but THEn came along Vanessa, and she managed to persuade Bavani to go for the 10.30 one instead.

and while i was at the common room, i found out that i failed my Nursing Bioscience... got 18 out of 40. Failed by 2 marks. oh well... didnt study wad. haha

anyway we went to the maths test... it was pretty simple in my opinion... got trick question though... one of the medications was in milliliters but the question asked for the dose in Milligrams... so many people failed on that part. LOL

but yea other than that, it was cool. Liz (tutor) was pretty slack about it. BUT there was another girl... and Liz was saying that its going to be complicated. woOoooooOoooo.... dunno mayb she calculated wrongly. like really wrongly.. i dunno.. LOL best part she's the one in the whole class who is the super most hardworking one. LOL

anyway, L***** and S***** are totally pissing me off. WHY do they have to keep arguing? WHAT IS THE POINT OF ARGUING if its not bloody gonna affect you? do you have to bloody TALK just for the sake of talking? SHUT UP already.

AND yes.... i got 100% for my maths test. BOOYA! rahahaha

hmmmm and i just got told that my nick on msn sounds mushy and gay... hmmmm maybe it is... BUT then, i dont think i can come up with anything else nicer than that. rahahaha

time to wait for him to start slacking in office so can talk to him...
want him to take a short nap before he goes for his cellgroup.
plus he's been running in the rain... better rest lots.

anyway, milo, tell me when you're coming down k? haha =P

Me miss MILO!!

Me miss Loobing!!

#53 I KILLED A BIRD!!

2007-04-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

was driving 100kmph on the Michell freeway..... then BAM! saw something fly behind and land on the road behind me....

IT WAS A BIRD!!! rahhhhh

but Dennis was saying, its alright... the bird picked your car for its suicide. LOL

but still.... what if it was flying back to feed chicks it had in its nest? but on second thought... i doubt so.... cos its autum... mating season was ages ago.. wont be having chicks now. lol but i hope it was just flying..

anyway, here are some pictures of the ANZAC day road trip to Whiteman park.

Pics of Animals...

More pics of animals
*no i didn't include any wrong pics*

Pics of us and the animals

The pic of the CUTEST kangaroo ever...
can see it sucking its paw and sleeping?
LOL

Dennis the MONKEY and Amelia with the Kangaroos...
AND a white kangaroo and its joey.
LOL

AND here is some pics of Kayshing at icey ice. LOL

I had Peanut Snow and Kayshing had Green Tea

Wish you were here..

Miss you!

#52 Food Poisoning Part 2

2007-04-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

Well.. both the people i l.o.v.e seems to be feeling better from their food poisoning..

well in milo's case it was stomach flu... so she's still recovering from it now. LOL

advice i can give

DRINK MORE WATER

haha i am PSYCHO PSYCHO PSYCHO~!!!!!!

i am just SO FREAKING HAPPY!

plain happy to just be talking to you!

wheeeeeee~

#51 Wooooo

2007-04-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

wow... what a coincidence... both the people i love a lot kena food poisoning.

drink more water!! rest well! TAKE YOUR MEDICINE.

anyway... came home at about 2pm today... skipped lecture cos im a lazy bum... then played Dynasty warriors all the way till dinner time.

Got 1 more saddle, 2 lvl 10 weapons, and completed 2 stages. LOL

yippeee!! cant believe i couldnt sleep JUST because i was thinking about playing it. LOL

well , better start on my research foundations of nursing essay liao... better get it done while it's still f.r.e.s.h in my brains.

yay im just really glad im back to my old self. im just so happy!

i love this feeling.

ive got myself back.

YAY!

#50 Rarr rarr rarr

2007-04-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

YAY! i finally got the Red Hare Saddle... wheeeee~

well, yesterday i didnt do much... chatted to him, talked about how i hate being female sometimes cos generally, females are more protected in an ASIAN family.

well, anyway one thing i 100% L.O.V.E about being female is that i get to like him! unless im a gay male. LOL then it'll be fine as well. WOoooOOOOO~ =P

anyway, he left for service at 3.30pm so i watched the rest of tokyodrift till about 4.20pm. then got a power surge... so comps(bro's and mine) had to restart. well, since no one else to chat online liao, i switched off my bro's comp and played Halflife. LOL in 2 days and im already at the ending chapters. WHY? cos im a cheater. woOOOOO hahahaha i cheat ammo, (mp5 grenades and just blow everything up), and obviously, cheat GODMODE. lol

anyway, stopped playing at about 6.30, then had dinner... had baked chicken and pork belly... yummy yummy. LOL then watched Topgear (show about cars- lambourghini galardo is hot hot HOT) and then bring it on for the 100000th time. lol had a feeling that he smsed me but lazy to walk into my room to get my hp (i was in parent's room) lol im a lazy bum. well, when the show ended i checked my phone and true enough, he msged me. LOL after replying him, i went to watch Frequency with my parents (mannn im such a potato couch) then msged him before i slept.

then, i had a dream about subway AGAIN... this time round they were selling 9" rolls, 3" rolls, muffins etc.LIKE what the heck... muffins. LOL makes me think of kenny roger's muffins. yummy.... then woke up to go to church. a cute little boy walked all the way up the sanctuary while mass was going on. LOL and the priest jokingly said 'WELL! i guess this little boy has his calling for his vocation!' lol so cute... but outside, heard from his dad that his name is Peter... and the name Peter came up a few times during Gospel... so perhaps little Peter was wondering why he's being called... BUT he's so cute though. haha i like. WAHAHAHAHAHA

came home at about 11.30am after having a super early lunch at KFC with bro... then played Dynasty Warriors. and i got Red Hare Saddle! Finally... a saddle. LOL so happy. rahahahaha

now im online wasting time away... well i think i am definitely feeling better... i feel so bad for the past few days... still dunno why im like that. SORRY!!!!! i guess maybe i missed you and wanted to be with you so much that it just made my life here in Perth super dull. LOL well.... i'll wait for the day. oh well... tomorrow its back to school again. SIAN LA

time to wait for him to come back from buying meds for his tummyache. LOL

#49 Whats wrong with me

2007-04-21T12:54:00.000+08:00

Seriously... whats up with me the past few days...

ive become soo....

dull.

like.. nothing much to say.. nothing much to laugh about..

just..

a splat in the wall...

i realise i hardly laugh or type a 'haha' or 'LOL' anymore when chatting to people on msn..

i dont find the stupid little things that i used to laugh at remotely funny anymore.....

its just like, hokay.. rite.. whatever... nyehh... -.-"

guess my boredom is getting to me..

making me into a boring person....

feelings are changing i guess......

best part is that im not feeling anything anymore... not happy, sad, annoyed, pissed, crazy...

just

B.L.A.N.K.

#48 SHOPPING

2007-04-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

LOL this entry is what i did today....

After lecture today *fail la fail*, i gave kayshing a call to see if she wanted to go to carousel with me... so we went, and i went to pay for my mobile phone bill and post something.

then went to look around, saw the long sleeve half shirt thingy on sale at valleygirl.. so got one.

then went to look for a long shawl.. found one at portmans. then had lunch..

then kena scolded by someone.. >.<

Long sleeve shirt thingy : $9.50
Shawl : $24.95
Tempura Udon : $9.90
Post : $3.60
Mobile Phone Bill : $78.00

so beside my bill, I spent $47.95 orhhh.....not like im going to go shopping anytime soon again anyway...

>.<

*pout*

>.<

#47 Ciao Italia FINALLY

2007-04-19T07:13:00.000+08:00

Finally.... CIAO ITALIA!!! Kayshing and I went there yesterday.

man i love that place....

here's a collage of the pictures taken there.

Top Row: Garlic bread, Carbonara Fettuccine, Calamari Allagriglia

Middle Row: Calzone Pizza, Tiramisu, Me with garlic bread

Last Row: Me and my pasta, Me with tiramisu, amount of food that we had to takeaway

well, after dinner, went home, studied abit for my Nursing bioscience...

dunno why after that when i went to go to sleep i just felt weird... was wondering if he was okay or not... since he had a bit of probs at work... you're not useless... just new.. still learning things...

but yea i just felt that he was quite distant yesterday... couldnt sleep initially...

oh well..

mayb im just thinking too much..

#46 Stuff

2007-04-17T16:07:00.000+08:00

Number 1. I'm having a headache

Number 2. I miss him

Number 3. Lucinda Leong is now a FHM model!! wheeeoooo~ she's plain hot la. LOL

Number 4. I just got bitten by a swarm of black ants while collecting the mail

Number 5. My headache's really killing me

Number 6. Joel nearly got sacked yesterday.. but matt asked to give him another chance

Number 7. I really need to catch up with my girlfriends in singapore

Number 8. I really should be doing my presentation but im not

Number 9. There are still ants crawling all over my legs

Number 10. Apparently Firuz contacted Sheila yesterday asking for me (???)

Number 11. Found out that Van might be going to Sydney to study

Number 12. I think I should take a panadol

Number 13. There are still freaking ants crawling all over me

Number 14. Loopy has forgiven me for yesterday (i locked him out by accident)

Number 15. I still miss him

Number 16. I still have a freaking headache

Number 17. This is the end of the entry.. Im gonna do my work now.

#45 Worst mens cramps ever

2007-04-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

Seriously, today is the first time in my life that i've had cramps so bad that i 100% just couldn't concentrate in class, i was shaking, i was literally just sitting there in class wondering when it's going to end cos i can't stand the pain anymore

at first i asked daddy to pick me at 1 but at about 10.30 i just asked him to get me now...
on the way home, i was just shaking, having to urge to puke. daddy was like 'how come mens cramps make you puke one? is it morning sickness? if its morning sickness i'll fall out of the car even though the door is closed' LOL but yea its just incredible pain thats just making me feel like i wanna puke.

when i got home, mummy made me a cup of ginger tea that i didnt finish cos i felt as though i was going to puke. took panadol, then went to sleep. even mummy said my face was pale like anything. LOL

the panadol worked well considering that i didnt eat anything in the morning... so it got absorbed faster. note to people who read my blog, if you want your panadol to work fast, take it on empty stomach if possible. cos it works fastest then as its the only thing getting absorbed into your body.

msged him.. he said he'll pray for me. lol so cute rite? heeee =P makes me happy. lol

anyway i locked loopy outside in the garden by accident.. now he a bit paranoid about it liao. haha oppsie... thank God that nothing happened to him... except for just the cold. LOL im an idiot.

i miss you!

#44 Just some pictures of the past me

2007-04-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

Neoprints

Wedding Pic 1

Wedding Pic 2

Neoprint

Random happenings of my 2005 life

I decided to be his gf. LOL

#43 Fishing trip to Two Rocks

2007-04-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today has been a good day.... after having a BIG overreaction on my part yesterday, everything's back to normal.. more than normal to me actually. things has changed on my side.. but not for the worse. so dont worry anymore Mr anxious. all is more than good. or i'll give you a new nickname.

left to go fishing at two rocks at 2pm... here are some pictures for all to see

The sunset

The stupid with messy hair

Father and Son

The fish... all whiting, except for 1 herring which is
already in the cooler box with the other whiting
that was caught earlier.

anyway, at about 6.20pm i got a call from subway.
while driving home at around 7.53pm (after dinner at hungry jacks) i get another call from subway.
this time with a voice message. so i listened to it.

Hi this is joel... you actually had to do pauline's shift today, which was from 5-10pm. and when you recieve this message can you give us a call back cos ive got lots of trainees on tonight and ive got to pick someone up at the airport and the shop is totally SHIT and i was just wondering if you could just come in to do the till and help out (at which point I went "WHHHAATTTT" in the car) and if anything just give me a call back......... (at which i pressed the delete button)

COCK UP man..
on monday i got a call saying that i had to take pauline's thursday and friday shift and not go to work that day.

on thursday i get a call saying i dont have to go to work cos pauline's working.

on friday i get a call to go to work early. and when i get to work, im not even taking pauline's shift in the first place! she's working 1-5pm! while i was rostered on at 10-3!! so what the heck are you talking about? and if i was supposed to work today 5-10, then change the freaking roster before hand and confirm with me.

I bet that he obviously screwed up the roster, came to work, found out he was working with a shit load of trainees, found out he had a shit load of work to do, cant tahan already, and decided to call people... after one round of calling, he decides to call me again on the pretense that I was supposed to work tonight's shift, AND the excuse of needing to go pick whoever up from the airport.

PUH-lease... yesterday you were supposedly too sick to work, but still able to go and collect your car.

TODAY when you cant stand the shit at work, you decide to make up a cock up excuse to get me to work.

too bad.. yesterday was my last day. NO Frigging way you're gonna use some lame excuse to get me to work...

anyway.....

on friday i saw that pauline's supposed to be working on sunday morning as well. DARE to wake me up and i'll give you a BIG piece of my mind.

i miss you... i wanna hug you.

#42 About a letter

2007-04-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

To send? or not to send?

to keep it? or to burn it?

just what should i do with it.

#41 NO MORE SUBWAY!!

2007-04-13T16:15:00.000+08:00

YAY! ive completed my LAST LAST LAST shift at subway!!!!

weeeeee-ooooooooooo~~

no more shit from subway. lol

such as getting an EARLY morning call without an apology, asking me to go to work ASAP cos someone's SPEWING all over the place, but actually just doesnt want to work and wants to collect a car he just bought. LOL

anyway at 12 i managed to get ELI to come in cos it was only 4 of us...... including ONE trainee.. WAH PIANG that girl my as well go home sia

every new trainee gets placed on production line during lunch for a reason.

this girl comes to the back and stands around and asks for something to do around the back JUST because theres a lot of customers and she doesnt know all the sauces yet.

WHAT THE HELL.... go back home la.... such small things.... she did that twice summore. like wtf. spoilt brat.... want to work but complain so much

OH WELL i dont give a shit anymore. the shop has also been issued a warning that says that IF the shop fails inspection the next time round, we'll be shut down. LOL i'll be SUPER happy. hahahaha

but YES! no more subway. yay yay yay yay!

I started work at subway 2 years ago and QUIT on the exact same day. YEAH!

SUPREME HAPPINESS

#40 koda Kumi - Ima Sugu Hoshii

2007-04-12T13:01:00.000+08:00

When i first listen to this song, i found that it was really nice, cos of the tune (very chillout sort)
its by Koda Kumi

anyway, i decided to look for the lyrics.. and here it is.. dont get shocked.

Ooh...so

You say this is a night for a woman’s pleasures

Ooh...I understand baby

so you tell me that waiting for me is unbearable

This ain’t no excuse for anyone to use

but, my body won’t listen

to these words because

I’m alright getting high on desire

I want it right now

Make me throb with your hot tongue, your burning love

lights my fire, let me feel your flames on my body

’till the end of the night

Ooh...this has already

become a night on which nothing else matters

Hey... don’t misunderstand

it’s not an excuse for you or anyone else

to be cheap on me

It’s time for the kind of Sex I like,

so close your eyes

and wait for me if you want me

I want to feel the burning soul

within me, even if it’s just for tonight

Let me be free to throw away everything

Let me feel your hot splashes

(Rap)

Oh baby

Tonight I don’t need a candlelight dinner

or a sweet talk and then Bye bye

I want you, that’s all, Understand?

But don’t misunderstand! This is my stance

So baby Take me, Lick me from down there

Use your great technique and Make me say “Yes! Yes! Yes!”

Go deeper and deeper

It’s S E X Come on

So satisfy me Round 1

Round 2 Round 3 and Round 4 Here we go

It’s K O D A K U M I so

make me Climax please

One more time, one more time

fulfill me tonight, over and over

Time out? No need for that baby

Do do do me all night till morning comes

I want it right now

Make me throb with your hot tongue, your burning love

lights my fire, let me feel your flames on my body

’till the end of the night

I want to feel the burning soul

within me, even if it’s just for tonight

Let me be free to throw away everything

Let me feel your hot splashes

Yeah, do it this way ’till the end of the night...

BUT i still think its a great song... good song to make out too as well, especially if you know the meaning. WAHAHAHAHA =P

i miss you!

#39 Going Back to work

2007-04-12T09:24:00.000+08:00

will be going back to subway at 12pm today and 10am tomorrow... my last days! YES! *rejoice*

and tonight supposed to have some subway party AGAIN but im not going. why? cos i got better things to do (such as chat to people) rather than drink away and have a higher risk of getting alcohol dementia. LOL besides... i already went out last night. not good for me to go out so often anyway.

wheeeee i finally said it. before he did! wahahaha but then we both already know we like each other. but still~! theres a difference. hahahahaha

#38 CLOSED FOR EASTER!!

2007-04-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! ciao italia is closed for easter... will only be open THIS FRIDAY..... went to northbridge to eat at kimchee house (i love their kimchee!!!!!) and drank WHEAT milk tea at farmosa. lol

oh well.... go next wk or whenever... as long as ive got my stomach, i'll go there anytime. haha

anyway, ive never felt this way before.. and what i said, i mean it. cos you're precious to me.

if you're here with me now i'd give you a big big BIG hug and hold you SO tight until your dinner comes out. heehee =P

dont worry milo.... that'll happen to you too. heehee =P but i think you run far far away from me by then. lol

::funky_pumpkin::

#143 GOODBYE

# 142 First post of the new year!

#141 Operating Room

#140 @#(@#(*$&

#139 PICTURES!!!

#138 Mummy's moonbaki performance

#137 $#(%*&

#136 Gazette - Saraba

#135 Gazette Cassis

#134 RAHHHH

#133 Side effects of studying

#132 WHEEEE

#131 GAZETTE!

#130 Golden Haired bunny

#129 Asia Cocktail 2007 @ MetroCity

#128 Events of Friday and Sunday in pictures

#127 19th September 2007, a wednesday

#126 Friday, 14th September, 2007

# 125 Work

#124 Blog update

#123 EHM- emotionally high maintenance

#122 Sick

#121 Weeooooeeeoooooo

#120 la la la

#119 i just love myself

#118 Shopping Spree!

#117 Injections

#116 National Day Parade!!

#115 yay school's back... how exciting......

#114 Work

#113

#112

#111 Pictures Galore...Deja vu for some. LOL

#110 Quick account of my Life so far

#109 Just a few pics i took while grocery shopping

#108 Just something i saw on milo's blog and decided to do for myself as well. LOL

#107 Mad cow disease

#106 Hand Washing

#105 My life this past week

#104 Hello~

#103 Questions again

#102 Nursing Bioscience 243

#101 Questions! someone fill in the bottom half for me please! haha

#100 ~wow~

#99 Finally....a sort of nice dream

#98 Dreams

#97 LOOPY

#96 Happy happy!!

#95 WHEEEEEE

#94 Parent's 26th Wedding aniversary

#93 Questions once again.. 100 infact. LOL

#92 HAPPY~!

#89 ARMY DAZE!!!

#87 Things

#86 5 Minutes Orange Cake

#85 Exercise

#84 The song i'll always love and never get sick of

#81 + #77 combined

#82 Some things about myself

#81 Rahh

#80 It's Saturday!

#79 Clinical Prac Day 8

#78 Clinical Prac Day 7

#76 Clinical Prac Day 6

#75 Clinical Prac Day 5

#74 What your name means

#73 Here are some pics that I decided to take on whim. rahahahaha

#72 Question thingy at side bar!!

#71 Just a little Lame-o thingy... hahaz

#70 WHEEEEEEE

#69 Clinical Prac Day 4

#68 Clinical Prac Day 3

#67 Clinical Prac Day 2

#66 Clinical Prac Day 1

#64 GRAHHH!!!! i have been ignored.... *sobs*

#63 Liars cant handle this

#62 85 Questions about ME!

#61 PIMPLE

#60 1st of MAY!

#64 GRAHHH!!!! i have been ignored.... sobs